Written on:
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
sOrrY, sOrrY...
i kNoW iT’s bEEn a wEEk
siNcE mY LaSt eNtRy.
bUt i’M cUrrENtLy sO oBsEssEd wiTh
thiS nEw siNgaPoReAN sEriEs
cALLeD
“tOgEthEr”.
aNd i’Ve aBsOLuTeLy faLLeN hEaD oVeR hEeLs
fOr iT.
I cAn jUsT siT tHeRe
aT niGhT
iN fRoNt oF tHe tV
aNd jUsT wAtCh fOr hOuRs oN eNd...
i’M eSpEciaLLy cRaZy aBouT tHiS aCtOr,
Dai YaNg TiaN...
nOt oNLy dOeS hE pOssEsseS gOoD LoOks
bUt hE’s a gReaT aCtOr.
aCtuaLLy...
tHe sEriEs hAs a ReaLLy aMaZiNg cAsT.
mOsT oF tHeM
aRe
sEaSoNeD aNd eXpEriEnCeD aCtoRs.
sOmE eVeN
iMpRoVeD tHeiR aCtiNg sKiLLs dRaMaTicALLy
iN tHiS dRaMa sEriEs,
eSpeciALLy eLviN Ng.
cOs i uSeD tO tHiNk
hE’s aLwAys sO sTiFF aNd zOmbiE-LiKe
iN oThEr sEriEs bEfOrE “tOgEthEr”...
bUt hE’s dEfiNitELy wiNNinG mY hEaRt oVeR
wiTh hiS eFFoRts aNd dRaSTiC iMpRoVemEnT.
sO fAR,
tHe pLoT iN thiS sEriEs sEEms tO bE rEaLLy gOOd.
iT hAs ...
fUnnY, sAd, tOuChiNg, mELodRaMaTiC, aCtiOn, hAppY...
aLL tHe eLeMenTs i wOuLd LiKe tO hAVe iN a dRaMa sEriEs.
nOt tOO oVeRbEaRinG aNd suFFoCaTinG
LiKe “LittLe NyOnYa”.
aNywAy, i wAntEd tO bLoG aBoUt mY bDaY,
aFtEr mY bDaY...
bUt nOw tHe mOOd iS gOnE.
sO i’LL jUsT bLaBBeD aBouT tHe pResSiEs i gOt iNsTeaD.
I diDn’T dO aNytHinG pArtiCuLaRLy fUn.
JuSt diNNeR aNd dEssErTs wiTh mY fAmiLY.
tHey tReaTeD Me tO a NiCe sEaFoOd diNNeR!!
YuMMY!!
I dUnnO...
bUt i dOn’T rEaLLy eXpEcT tO pAy a LoT oF mOnEy
wHeN iT cOmEs tO eXpEnsiVe wEstErN fOOd hErE
cOs sOmetiMeS i dO fiNd tHat iT’s nOt wOrTh dOinG sO.
sO wHeN mY fAMiLy aSkeD mE
wHeRe dO i wAnNa gO fOr mY bDaY diNNeR...
i iMMediAtELy sCrEaMeD oUt “ToPsPoT”...
hAhA...
cOs i LoVe mY sEafOoD aNd miDiN...
i cAn nEvEr gEt eNoUgH oF iT...
MMMMM...
wHeReaS jiMMy,
siNcE hE’s sO fAraWay aNd
hE didN’T kNoW whAt tO gEt...
hE gAvE mE bDaY cAsH tO sPeNt oN mY bDaY...
sO YaY!!!
aNd i jUsT kNeW hOw i wAs gOnnA sPeNd iT!!
weLL, nOt aLL oF iT, oF cOuRsE...!!
i bOuGhT tHinGs i wAs dYiNg tO gEt fRoM M.A.C...
LiKe
M.A.C sPriNg fOrEcAsT cOLoUr 3 pUrpLe QuaD
aNd
M.A.C gReaSePaiNt sTicK...
wHiCh i DiD!!
I aM rEaLLy LoViNg mY pUrpLe QuAd...
tHouGh, i aM aCtuaLLy LoviNg tWo oF tHe cOLouRs oNLy...
bRuiSed pLuM aNd bLaCk tULiP.
tHeY aRe sUcH a pReTTy sHaDe oF pUrpLe...
wHeReaS fOr tHe gReaSepAinT sTicK...
i’M hAviNg a LoVe-n-HaTe rELaTiOnsHiP wiTh iT.
I LoVe tHaT yOu cAn uSe iT
aS a bLaCK eYesHaDoW bAsE oR aS a bLaCk eYeLiNeR.
iT’S LoNg-wEaRinG, tRaNsFeR-/wAteR rEsiStAnT.
bUt i hAte iT cOs iT gEtS bLunT rEaLLy eAsiLy
aNd yOu, tHeRefoRe, hAve tO sHaRpEn iT
wiTh tHe sHaRpEnEr iT cOmeS aLoNg wiTh,
bUt i fiNd tHat bY sHaRpeNinG iT,
i’M wAstiNg qUitE a BiT oF tHe gReaSepAinT sTicK.
I dUnnO iF iT’s jUsT mE bUt...
iT cAn bE qUitE wAstEfuL...
uSuaLLy, i tRiEd tO hOLd oFF
fRoM tHe sHaRpEniNg biT
aS LoNg aS i cAn.
sO fAr, i’Ve oNLy sHaRpEnEd oNcE
siNcE i sTaRteD uSinG iT.
tHEn i wAntEd tO gEt
M.A.C miNeraLiZed eYesHadOw dUo “oDD cOuPLe”
bUt tHeY diDn’T hAVe iT...
;’(
bOO...
bUt LucKiLy tHe MUA rEmEmBereD
tHaT tHe LasT tiMe i cAmE
i wAs LoOkiNg fOr tHeiR miNerALiZe sKiNfiNiSh...
bUt tHeY wErE oUt oF sToCk tHeN...
sO sHe DiD hEr mAGiC
aNd fOuNd tHe cOLouR tHaT sUitEd mY sKiNtOnE
aNd tRy iT oN mY fACe...
sO i bOugHt “sOfT aNd gEntLe”...
aCtuaLLy,
i tHouGht i mAde a hUgE miStAke
pUrcHaSiNg tHiS
cOs wHeN i tRiEd tO uSe iT oN mY oWn...
i fELt LiKe i hAd tOO mUcH mAkE-uP oN...
iT LooKeD hEaVy aNd cAKeY eVeN...
wHiCh i DiDn’T LiKe....
bUt tHeN aFtEr pLayinG aRouNd wiTh iT a LittLe...
aNd LeARniNg sOmE nEaT tRicKs fRoM
tHe yOutUbE mAkEuP gUrUs...
i’Ve gRoWn fOnD oF iT aGaiN...
tHeN tHe MUA sNeaKiLy iNtRodUcEd mE
a sMaLL bOx oF tHeiR nExT pRoMoTiOnaL LiMitEd eDiTiOn iTeMs
ThaT wErE gOnnA bE oUt fOr pUrChAsE tHe wEEk aFteR...
iT wAs
“GiVe mE LiBerTy oF LonDoN” LiMiTeD eDiTiOn cOLLeCtiOn...
aNd i iMMeDiaTeLy fELL deePLy iN LoVe
wiTh tHeiR uBeR-cUtE pAcKaGiNg.
tHeY hAd LittLe fLoWerS aNd biRdiEs dEsiGn oN tHe bOxEs
aNd oN tHeiR pRoDuCts.
tHeY wErE sO mANy iTeMs i wAntEd tO gEt...
bUt aFtEr mUcH cOnsiDeRaTiOn,
i piCkEd oUt...
“pErEnniAL HiGh sTyLe”
a ReaLLy cUtE LiPgLoSS cOLoUr i nEvEr hAd bEfOrE...
iT hAd a KinDa piNkiSh cOraL sHaDe tO iT.
rEaLLy sWeeT.
aNd i’M sO LoViNg iT!!!
iT cAmE iN a ReaLLy aDoRaBLe pAcKaGiNg tOO.
tHe oUtEr bOx hAd tHe fLoWeR-n-biRdiEs dEsiGn oN iT...
tHaT mAtChEs tHe biRdiE dEsiGn oN tHe LiPgLoSS tUbE.
wHeReaS the iNNeR wHiTe bOx hAs rEaLLy
cUtE bLuE, oRaNgE aNd yeLLoW fLowErs
gOinG aLL oVeR tHe iNtEriOr oF tHe bOx.
tOO cUtE!!!
gAwd, i JusT ♥ MAKEUP riGHt nOw!!
tHougH jiMMy’s nOt tOO fOnD wiTh mY cUrrEnT cRaZe.
cOs hE dOeSn’T LiKe giRLs tO wEaR mAKeUp
aNd hE sAys hE pReFeRs giRLs wiTh nAtUraL bEaUtY.
bUt bLeH,
i dOn’T cArE...
i’M gOnnA hAVe fUn aNd
eXpEriMeNt aRouNd wiTh mAKeUp wHiLe i sTiLL cAn...
bEcOs nObOdY iS gOnnA aCCepT
aN oLd wOmAn wiTh cRaZy mAkEuP oN...
uNLeSS yOu’Re bEtsEy jOhNsOn.
oR viVieNe wEsTwOoD.
aNywAY, i’M LoViNg mY bAngS riGhT nOw.
aT fiRsT,
i wAs kiNda LiKe...
uH-oH...
biG miStaKe!!
bUt sLowLy, i tHinK tHe bAngS aRe kiNdA sEttLiNg iN jUsT fiNe...
jUsT gOttA wAiT fOr iT tO gRoW a biT mOrE
sO iT LoOks bEttEr.
oNe mOrE coMpLaiN tHo...
sOmeTiMes tHe bAngS juSt hAvE a MiNd oF tHeiR oWN...
aNd tHeY juSt pArT oN tHeiR oWn...
wHicH i hAtE...
:(
bUt oThEr tHaN tHaT, tHeY'Re aLriTe.
aNyWhO, i hAvE aLsO cOmE tO rEaLiZe...
i LoOkEd bEttEr wiTh mY bAnGs wHeN i hAVe mY hAiR cUrLeD...
siGh...
i miSS hAviNg wAvy cUrLs!!
I miSSeD iT sO mUcH
tHaT i niCkEd mY siS’s cUrLiNg tHoNg
aNd sTaRtEd cUrLiNg...
aNd i’M LOVED iT!!
hEhE...
i cOuLdn’T hELp cAmwHoriNg...
i dOn'T kNoW
bUt i tHiNk mY cAmwHoRiNg sKiLLs aRe dEtEriOrAtiNg...
:(...
bOO.
sO aNywAy,
hErE’s a SniPPeT
oF mE
wiTh cUrLs aNd bAnGs...
eNjoY!!
tHe dAy i hAd tHeM cUrLeD...
hAhA...
sEE wHaT i mEaN wHeN i said
tHe bAngS
pArT oN tHeiR oWn.
tHe nExT dAY...
i wAs pReTTy iMpReSseD tHaT
tHe CuRLs wErE sTiLL iNtAcT tHe nExT dAy,
eSpeciaLLy wHeN i diDn'T uSe aNy hAiRsPrAy...
jUsT LooSeR aNd biGGeR wAvEs...
i LiKe.
tHoUgH, yOu cAn'T rEaLLy sEE
iN tHe piCs...
siNcE mY hAiR iS sO bLACk!!
*sObS*
i dOn'T wAnnA wAsh mY cUrLs aWaY!!!
Labels: bAbY, biRtHdAys, cAmWhOriNg, eYeLiNeRs, eYeShaDoWs, fOtD, hAiR, M.A.C, mAKeUp, ObSeSSiOn, pHoTos, pReSSiEs, sHoPPiNg, sPLuRgEs
Written on:
Monday, April 12, 2010
Friday, February 12, 2010
I’M nOt sUrE iF aNy oF yOu wAtCh WiNNiE tHe pOOh...
bUt iN oNe oF tHe ePiSoDes, “Un-vALeNtiNe’s dAy”
rAbbiT dEciDes tO cAnCeL vALeNtiNe’S dAy,
mUcH tO eVeRyOnE’s diSmAy.
cOs rAbbiT fELt pOOh bEaR wAs oVeRdOiNg iT
wiTh tHe cArdS
tHaT He sEnt tO eVerYoNe
aNd tHeY hAd tAkEn uP tOO muCh sToRaGe sPaCe.
bUt dOn’T wOrrY, tHeRe’s a hAppY eNdiNg tO tHe sToRy.
(iN tHe wOrLd oF DiSneY, tHeRe aLwAys iS.)
tHeY aLL gOt tO ceLebrAtE vALenTiNe’s dAY iN tHe eNd!!
bUt siGhhhhh...
hOw wOnDeRfuL iT wOuLd bE iF rEaLiTy wErE tHe sAmE.
riGht nOw, i fEeL LiKe RaBBiT.
wAntiNg tO cAncEL VaLenTiNe’s dAy...
bUt fOr diFFeReNt rEaSoNs tHoUgH.
I’Ve bEEn iN 3 rELaTiOnsHipS
aNd
nEvEr oNcE hAvE i eVeR cELeBraTed VaLeNtiNe’S dAY...
EVER!!
hOw tRaGiC iS tHaT...!!!
dOn’T yOu jUsT wAnnA sHeD a tEaR fOr mE...
*sNiff*
siGhhhhh...
iT wAs aLwAys dUe tO
wRoNg pLaCe, bAd tiMiNg.
siNcE i aLwAys dAtEd gUys
wHo wErE eiThEr fRoM a diFFeRenT cOunTrY
oR diFFeReNt sTaTe
fRoM mE.
wE wOuLd aLwAyS bE aPaRt fRoM eACh oThEr
aT tHiS tiMe oF tHe yEaR.
cOs wE wOuLd bE hOmE sPendiNg oUr hOLiDaYs
wiTh oUr fAmiLy.
nOw...
i kNoW tHe biG V-dAy iS aCtuaLLy a MaDe uP hOLiDaY
wHiCh hAvE bEEn hiGhLy cOmMeRciALizEd oVeR tHe yEaRs.
oNe BiG cOmmErciaL sCaM
tO gEt uS tO fOrK oUt oUr mOnEy
tO BuY
GifTs wiTh pRiCe tAgS
wHiCh HaVe bEEn iNsAnELy mArKeD-uP
jUsT fOr tHaT vErY 1 dAy.
piNk, cUtEsY, LoVeY-dOvEy V-daY CaRds,
riDiCuLoUsLy ginOrMouS tEddiEs,
jUmbO-siZeD bOuqUeT oF fLoWeRs,
eNdLeSS suPPLy oF
bOxEs oF cAndiEs aNd cHoCoLaTes.
aLL tHeSe jUsT tO sAy 3 siMpLe wOrDs...
“i LoVe yOu.”
sOuNdS a LiL eXtrEmE, dOeSn’T iT?
bUt I LOVE IT!!!
i aM aN eTeRnAL hOpELeSS rOmanTiC,
wHo’s uP fOr aNytHinG
tHaT cELeBraTeS ♥LOVE♥.
bUt riGht nOw,
i tHink iT’s tiMe fOr mE
tO uN-VaLeNtiNe
VaLeNtiNe’S dAy.
nO V-dAY fOr mOi
tiLL i sEE mY kNiGhT iN sHiNiNg aRmOuR aGaiN.
*sighhhhhhh...*
bUt oN a hAppiEr nOte,
tHis YeaR’s V-dAy
wiLL faLL oN tHe firSt dAy oF CNY.
sO, i wiLL bE mOrE iN a CNY mOOd,
rAthEr tHaN fEELiNg sAd aNd wiShfuL oN V-dAy.
siNcE, i’LL bE iN KL + mELaKa fOr CNY.
i’LL bE bUsY
iNdULgiNg mYseLf wiTh rEtAiL ThEraPy,
gOrgiNg mY fAcE wiTh yUmmiLiCiOus fOOd
aNd
aBsOrbiNg tHe bEauTifUL sCeNeRy aRouNd mE.
(rEfErriNg tO mELaKa hErE, nOt KL, oF CoS... hAhA.)
aiGhTs tHeN, tHaT’s aLL frOm mE...
tAtA fOr nOw.
gOttA sTaRt pAcKin’ mE bAgs!!
wHooPs, i aLmOsT fOrGoT... HAPPY CHINESE ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRR YEAR, Y'ALL!!! gOnG Xi FaTT cHai!!! mAy tHe yEaR oF tiGeR BriNg YoU LOTs oF gRRRRRRRRRRRRRReAt wEaLtH, hEaLtH, LuCk, jOy aNd pRosPeRiTy...!!!
Labels: bAbY, uN-VaLeNtiNe, vALenTiNe
Written on:
Friday, February 12, 2010
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
hMMM... oNe yEaR and oNe mOnTh...
tHaT’s hOw LoNg i’Ve bEEn iN mY LDR.
niNe mOnThs aNd tHrEE wEEks...
iS hOw LoNg i’Ve nOt sEEn jiMMy.
wHoA...
i diDn’T kNoW tHaT wAs hOw LoNg iT wAs
tiLL i sTaRtEd caLcuLaTinG tHe figUrE.
iT’S pReTTy unBeLiEvAbLe
tHaT
i’Ve LaStEd thiS LoNg...
nO, cOrrEctiOn.
iN mY cAsE,
iT’s AMAZING tHaT i’Ve eVeN LAsTeD a wEEK!!
cOs i’Ve aLwAyS bEEn aGaiNsT iT
aNd i’M a biG diSbELieVeR oF LDR aS weLL.
aNd i’Ve aLwAyS diScoUrAge aNy oF mY friEnDs
frOm cOmmiTTinG tHeMsELvEs tO sUcH rELaTiOnsHiP.
aS i feLt iT’s aN aUtOmAtiC rELaTiOnsHip sUiCiDe.
bEcOs sPeaKiNg fRoM eXpEriEnCe,
i aCtuALLy gAVe uP mY fiRsT rELaTioNsHiP
wHeN iT cAmE tO tHe pOiNt
wHeRe iT hAD tUrNeD iNtO a LDR.
sO i gUeSS, u cOuLd sAY...
i’Ve gRoWn uP a LoT siNcE tHeN.
bEcOs nOw iNsTeAd oF waLkiNg aWaY
aNd tAkiNg tHe eAsy wAy oUt,
i sTaYed On aNd wOrKeD eVeN hArDer aT iT.
iT wAsn’T eAsy...
cOs wHeN iT wAs bAd, iT wAs rEaLLy bAd.
uNLiKe bEiNg iN a nOrmaL rELaTioNsHiP,
yOu cOuLd aLwAyS mEEt uP aNd pAtcH uP.
kiSS aNd mAkE uP.
wHeReaS iN a LDR,
yOu’Re miLLiOns oF miLe aWay
fRoM yOuR oThEr haLf.
aNd aLL yOu cAn reLy oN
iS yOuR moBiLe aNd intErnEt.
hOwevEr, cOmmuNicAtiNg tHrU sUcH mEaNS
wOuLd eiThEr mAke yoU...
oR bReaK yOu.
aS tHiNgs cOuLd bE eAsiLy miSiNteRpReTed tHrOuGh
sMsEs aNd pHoNe cALLs.
oNe wOrD uSed wiThoUt muCh tHougHt iN a sMs
cOuLd LeAd tO mOrE miSunDersTaNdiNg.
aN aCCiDeNtaL wRoNg tOnE oF vOiCe
dUriNg tHaT vErY iMpoRtAnT phOnecaLL,
wOuLd bRiNg mOrE diSaStEr
fRoM tHe oThEr eNd oF tHe LiNe.
I wOn’t dEnY tHeRe wErE tiMes,
I rEaLLy tHouGht iT wAs gOnnA bE tHe eNd oF uS.
aNd tHeRe wAs nO tUrniNg bAcK fRoM tHeRe.
bUt aFtEr a yEaR oF LDR,
i rEcKoN wE bOtH hAvE adApTeD tO oUr cUrrEnt siTuAtiOn.
mOsT dAyS aRe jUsT sO eAsy tO gEt bY...
bUt tHeRe aRe tHoSe dAys,
wHeN yOu jUsT rEaLLy miSS eAcH oThEr!!!
dOn’T LaUgh...
bUt dUriNg tHoSe tiMes oF tUrMoiL,
i aCtuaLLy wEnT oNLinE
aNd sEaRcH fOr aRtiCLeS oN hOw tO sUrvivE LDRs.
aNd wOuLdn’T yOu bELiEvE iT oR nOt...
iT rEaLLy diD hELp mE aNd oUr rELaTiOnsHiP.
aNywAy, hErE aRe mY tOp tWO sUrViVaL tiPs
fOr aNyoNe wHo’s iN a LDR
oR aT LeaSt gOinG tO bE...
sOmE maY sEEm pReTTy oBviOuS.
bUt sOmeTiMeS, yOu fOrgEt...
wHeN yOu’rE iN oNe.
oKaY, sO hErE gOeS...
aLwAYs rEmEmBeR tO nEvEr fOrGeT yOuRseLf.
dOn’T rEvOLvE yOuR wHoLe LiFe oN tHe ReLaTiOnsHiP.
LiVe yOuR LiFe.
sO tHe bOtH oF yOu wiLL hAve mOrE tHinGs tO sHaRe
and taLk aBouT wiTh eAch oThEr.
pLuS, iT’s hEaLthY tO bE iNdEpEnDenT oF eACh oThEr.
aNd nExT iS tRuSt.
I kNoW eVeryOnE kNoWs tRuSt iS rEaLLy iMpOrTaNt iN eVeRy rELaTiOnsHiP.
bUt iN a LDR, TrUsT iS ReALLy aLL yOu hAvE.
cOs wiThoUt iT, tHeRe’s jUsT nO pOinT
gOiNg tHrOuGh wiTh iT.
dUe tO tHe miStAkeS i hAVe mAdE
iN tHe pAsT bEfOrE i mEt jiMMy,
i hAvE unWittiNgLy bEcOme
an oBsEsSiVe,
pOssEssiVe,
jEaLoUs mOnStEr
sUffEriNg FrOm aN eXtReMe cASe oF pArAnOia.
wHiCh diDn’T quiTe heLp oUr siTuAtiOn.
hOwEvEr, i’Ve LeArNt tO tOtaLLy LeT LooSe
aNd jUsT TRUST hiM.
aNd i’Ve LeArNt tO bE mOrE
pAtiEnT,
uNdErsTaNdiNg
aNd eMpaThEtiC oF hiM aS wELL.
hOweVeR, mOsT oF aLL...
wHaT rEaLLy hELps iN sUrViViNg a LDR
iS
tHe riGhT mAn.
sOmEoNe wHo’s wiLLiNg tO wOrK As hArd aT iT aS yOu do.
sOmEoNe wHo wiLL nEvEr sToP cAriNg.
sOmEoNe wHo’s sEriOus aBouT yOu aS yOu aRe aBoUt hiM.
tHaNk goD, mY otHeR haLf iS mY riGhT mAN
cOs,
tHouGh wE mAy hAVe oUr dOwN mOmEnTs,
jiMMy hAs aLwAys mAkE iT eAsY fOr tHe bOtH oF uS
aNd
aLwAys hELd oN, nO mAttEr wHaT.
aNywAy, aBouT a MonTh aGo,
i fOuNd a SoNg tHaT rEaLLy rEsOnATEs wiTh tHe tiMeS
wE wErE oN sHaKy gRouNdS...
eVeRyThiNg iN tHe sOnG iS jUsT sO rEaL tO mE.
jUsT wAnnA sHaRe thiS sOnG wiTh yOu aLL.
iT’s a rEaLLy gOOd sOnG
bY LaDy aNteBeLLuM,
caLLeD...
“nEEd yOu nOw”.
hOpE yOu eNjoY iT!!!
Lyrics:
Picture perfect memories,
Scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause, I cant fight it anymore.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.
Its a quarter after one, Im all alone and I need you now.
Said I wouldnt come, but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I dont know how I can do without, I just need you now.
Another shot of whiskey, cant stop looking at the door.
Wishing you’d come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.
Its a quarter after one, Im a little drunk,
And I need you now.
Said I wouldnt call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I dont know how I can do without, I just need you now.
Yes Id rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
Its a quarter after one, Im all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldnt call but Im a little drunk and I need you now.
And I dont know how I can do without, I just need you now.
I just need you now.
Oh baby I need you now.
Labels: bAbY, eMoTiOnAL sOnG, LDRs, LoVe
Written on:
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
wOrSt wEEk oF 2009 yEt...
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aM i tHe mOsT uNLucKieSt GiRL oN eArTh...?? oR JuSt pLaiN cLuMsY & cArELeSS...???!!! i wOuLd LiKe tO tHiNk bOtH... bUt sOmEthiNg tELLs mE... iT's tHe LaTTeR... *siGH*... wHaT aM i gOnnA dO aBouT mYseLf???... *aRgHHHHH*... sTuPiD, sTuPiD, sTuPiD... wHaT's wRoNg wiTh mE?!!!
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WeLL, iT's LiKe tHiS...
...*tAkE a DeeP bReaTh*...
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aNd aS iF tHinGs cOuLdn't PoSSibLy gEt aNy wOrSe, oNcE aGaiN, haLfwAy tHrOuGh tUrniNg mY rOOm uPsiDe dOwN...
... jEnG, jEnG, jEnG...
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yOu sEE, i aLwaYs cArrY wiTh mE, mY OwN sOnY eRiCssOn MoBiLe pHonE aNd mY mOm's nOkiA mObiLe phOnE...
bUt bEcAusE mY oWn mObiLe pHoNe hAd diEd DuRinG mY LaSt tRiP tO kL AnD wAs BeiNg rEPaiReD, i hEaViLy rELiEd oN tHaT pHoNe... bEcAuSe iT wAs mAinLy mY oNLy iNsTaNt sOuRcE oF cOmmuNiCaTiOn wiTh JiMMy...
aNd guEss wHeRe i fOuNd iT iN tHe end...???
...iN tHe wAShiNg mAcHinE!!!
oH mY gOd, RiGhT?????
sEriOuSLy, maN... wHaT's wRonG wiTh mE??!!!
i mUsT hAVe hAstiLy wrAppEd tHe pHoNe wiTh mY bEdSHeeTs wHeN i wAs dOinG mY LauNdRy
... aNd tHreW iT inTo tHe wAShiNg mAcHiNe...!!!!!
rEmEmbEr wHeN i mEntiOned, "aS iF tHinGs cOuLdn'T pOssiBLy gEt aNy woRsE"...
wELL, iT diD...
tHe sOnY eRiCssOn mObiLe pHoNe tHaT wAs bEinG rEpAiReD... hAd tO bE rEpRoGrAmmEd aGain.
... wHicH mEaNs i LoSt aLL mY cOnTacT nUmbErS, aLoNg wiTh mY pHoToS, ViDeOs aNd SmSeS!!!
aNd wHy dOeS iT boThErs mE sO fReaKinG mUcH tHat i LoSt aLL mY PiCs, ViDeOs aNd sMseS, yOu mAy wOnDeR...
iT's bECaUsE... aLL mY sWeeT mEmOriEs tHaT i HaD oF Me + JiMMy...
... aRe aLL Ka-PooSH!!!
iT hAD aLL tHe sWeeT sMsEs tHaT jiMMy hAd sEnD tO mE eVeR siNcE wE gOt tOgEthEr aNd i aLwAys rEaD tHeM whEneVeR i cOuLdn'T sLeeP aT niGhT...
aNd iT aLsO hAd tHe piCs oF oUr fiRsT mOmenTs... sUcH aS tHe fiRsT cHoCoLaTe mOuSSe BiRtHdAy cUpcAkE JiMMy mAdE fOr mE fOr mY biRtHdAy aNd thErE wErE aLsO tHe piCs oF tHe bReKKie hE sUrPriSeD mE witH oNe mOrniNg... tHaT hAd mY NamE "ViCkY" mAdE oF PaN-FriEd bREaD oN iT... hE mAdE aLL tHaT wHeN wE weRe jUsT hOusEmaTeS...
nOw aLL tHaT...
...gOnE!!!!!
hOwEvEr... gOOd nEwS iS... i DiD fiNd mY i.C. eVeNtuALLy... sTucK iN bEtWeeN tHe PaGeS oF a bOOk i wAs rEaDinG dUriNg mY LaSt fLiGhT bAcK fRoM k.L.
...BuT...
mY DriViNg LicEnSe aNd pAssPoRt aRe sTiLL nO wHeRe tO bE SeeN...
HELP!!! ThEy aRe sTiLL oUt tHeRe!!! sOmEwHeRe!!! oN tHE LooSE!!!
yEa... i aM LoSiNg mY miNd aLrEaDy... aT FirSt, i wAs pReTTy fReaKeD oUt bY tHe wHoLe siTuAtioN...
BuT i tOLd mYsELf...
...tO tHiNk PoSiTiVe!!!
sO i hAvE rEaSSurEd mYsELf tHaT tHeY cAN'T bE fAr... tHey HaVe tO Be sOmEwHeRe iN tHe hOusE...
... tHey'Re nOt "LosT"...
tHey'Re... eRmmm... jUsT nOt vErY sTraTeGiCaLLy "pLaCeD"...
sO i aM sUrE tHey wiLL pOp uP eVeNtUaLLy... wHeN tHe tiMe cOmEs...
...*FinGeRs cRoSSeD*...
aNd aS iF tHinGs wErEn't bad eNouGh... i HaD hiVeS!!! HiVeS...!!! cAn yOu bELiEvE tHaT??!!!
aNd Let mE tELL yOu oNe tHiNg aBouT HiVeS!!!
iF iT dOeSn'T kiLL yOU... iT wiLL, vErY sOOn...
iT iTcHeS!!! aNd diD i mEntiOn... LiKe heLL!!!
eVeN aFtEr tAkiNg aNtiHisTaMinEs... iT sTiLL bLoOdY iTcHeS!!!!!
iT dRoVe mE mAd...!!! LiKe hELL!!!
aNd oNcE, i sTaRt sCraTcHinG... i ReaLLy do eNd uP LooKinG LiKe a fLeA-iNfEstEd cHiMp... sCrAtCh, sCraTcH, sCraTcH!!!
a vErY nOt hAppY LiL' mOnKeY aT aLL...
...*fRoWN*...
bUt HeY, oN a MuCh HaPPiEr nOtE...
i aM gONNa Be sEEinG mY BaBY VeRy sOOn...!!!
15tH aPriL!!!!!
JiMMy's gOnnA bE iN KL fOr aBoUt a wEEk fOr hiS eAstEr bReAk... aNd hE sUggEsTeD fOr mE tO cOmE oVeR tO viSiT hiM fOr a fEw dAys... aNd i rEaLLy cOuLdn'T rEfuSe hiS oFFeR... sO i tOOk uP hiS gRaCiOuS oFFeR!!!
cOmE tO tHiNk oF iT... aCtUaLLy tHAT's hOw i ReALiZeD i LoSt mY I.C. aNd mY dRiVinG LicEnSe... cOs i wAs bUyiNg tHe aiR tiCkeTs oNLinE aNd i nEEdEd mY pErsOnaL dEtAiLs fOr iT... aNd i cOULdn'T rEmEmbEr mY I.C. nUmbEr, sO i tOOk oUt mY wALLeT fRoM mY bAg... oNLy tO rEaLiZeD iT's nOt wHerE iT's sUppOsEd tO be iN mY wALLeT... HeHeHe... i wAs mOrE fReaKeD aBouT LoSinG mY I.C. bEcAuSe...
iF i diDn'T hAvE iT wiTh mE... i pRoBaBLy wOuLdn'T bE aBLe tO tRaVeL tO KL... EeeeeK!!!...
bUt *pHeW*... iT's nOw sAfeLy kEpT iN mY wALLeT... wHeRe iT sHouLd bE... hEhEhE...
wELL, JiMMy iS rEaLLy sO sWeeT BeCaUsE hE's PaYinG fOr mY aiR TiX... aNd i wiLL bE sTaYinG wiTh HiM aNd hiS FaMiLy... "aS hiS eX-hOuSeMaTe", oF cOUrSE... HeHeHe...
...jUsT 3 dAyS aNd 2 NigHTs oNLy...
...*siGh*...
wiSh iT cOULd bE fOr LonGEr...
bUt tHaT's gOOd eNouGh fOr mE...
i JuSt cAN'T wAiT tO See mY bAbY!!!
cAn'T wAiT tO GiVe hiM a biG, BiG, biG hUg!!! ...tO hOLd hiS hANds!!! ...tO JuSt bE nExT tO hiM!!!
GoD, hOw i miSS hiM sO...
aT LeAsT, i HaVe tHiS tO kEEp mY sPiRiTs uP... aLL wEEk!!!
hEhEhE... wHicH rEmiNdS mE... sOmeThiNg OuT oF tHe oRdiNaRy hAppEnEd tO mE tHe oThEr dAy... wHicH kiNdA bRigHtEn uP mY "sUpPoSeDLy" wOrSt wEEk eVeR oF 2009...
... hEhEhE... LeT mOi sPiLL Moi oWn BeaNs... *GiGGLeS*...
y'knOw wHaT tHeY aLL sAY... sHaRinG iS CaRiNg... *NyaK, NYaK, NyaK*...
aNd i aM dEfiNitELy cARiNg fOr y'aLL riGhT nOw... HeHeHe...
wELL...
LaSt fRiDaY niGhT...
mE aNd mY siS, LiViA wEnT fOr sUppEr aT a kOpiTiaM... aNd aS wE wErE bUsY eAtiNg oUr BbQ cHicKeN wiNgs...
wE sAw tHiS qUiTe gOOd-LooKinG gUy wALkiNg pAst uS aNd hE sUddEnLy tUrNeD bAcK aNd LooK aT oUr diReCtiOn...
tHEn i tOLd mY siS.... wOw, i LiKe tHe wAy tHiS gUy dReSSeS... bUt tHe wAy hE wALks iS a BiT gAy La...
tHeN wE wEnt bAcK tO sTuffiNg oUr fAcEs wiTH oUr wiNgs...
nExT tHinG i kNoW, hE sO hApPeNeD tO siT oNe tAbLe aWaY fRoM uS, wiTh tWo oThEr fRiEnDs... SiTTinG diAgOnaLLy beHinD mY SiS(hAh, dOeS tHaT mAkE sEnSe?? :P)... hiS bAcK fACiNg mE.
wHeNeVeR i tALked tO mY SiS... i, oF cOuRsE, hAvE tO bE LooKiNg aT hEr... aNd i cOuLd fEeL sOmEoNe LoOkiNg aT mE, sO i gLaNceD uP, bEhiNd mY siS aNd cAugHt HiM LooKinG aT mY diReCtiOn...
nOt oNcE...
nOt tWiCe...
bUt hE kEpT tUrNinG bAcK LoOkiNg aT mY diRecTioN...
iT gOt tO tHe pOinT wHerE iT jUsT fELt a LiL biT wEiRd...
aNd uNcOmFoRtABLe....
tHeN i wAs LiKe, eEeyeRR... LiVia, i doN't kNoW iF i aM bEiNg toO pArAnOid oR nOt...
bUt tHAt gUy wHo dReSSes weLL keEpS LoOkiNg bAcK aT mY DiRecTioN...
tHeN mY SiS wAs LiKe HaiYa... iT's nOtHinG La, hE'S pRoBabLy LoOkiNg aT sOmEthiNg eLsE... LiKe tHe hAwKeR sTaLLs bEhiNd yOu...
i wAs LiKe erRr okAy....
tHeN sUddEnLy, hALfwAy tHroUgh oUr sEcoNd rOunD oF DriNkS...
a GuY hOLdiNG a sMaLL piEcE oF pApeR iN bOtH hiS hANds, tO hiS cHeSt... cAmE uP tO oUr taBLe.
tHe fiRsT tHouGht tHaT cAmE tO boTh miNe aNd mY siS's MinD wAs... eH... wE diDn'T oRdEr aNytHinG eLsE LeH... sUreLy MusT bE tHe wRoNg taBLe wAN...
tHinKinG tHaT tHe gUy mUsT bE a WaiTeR fRoM oNe oF tHe hAwKeR sTaLLs...
BuT tO oUr sUrpRiSe, tHe gUy hAnDed mE tHe piEcE oF pApEr aNd sAiD ...
...mY FriEnD wANtS yOu tO hAvE hiS nUmbEr... iN mAnDaRiN.
tHeN i rEaLiZeD tHaT hE wAs aCtuaLLy tHe gOOd-LooKinG gUY's FriEnD...
aNd i wAs LiKe erRr... okAy... tHaNk yOu...
tHe pApEr hAd hiS nUmBeR aNd hiS nAmE... "Mr. HOwE"...
aS sOOn aS tHe fRiEnD rEtuRneD bACk tO tHe taBLe, i pLaCed tHe pApEr uNdEr mY mELtiNg iCe-FiLLeD cUp, sOaKinG uP aLL tHe wAtEr fOrMeD bY tHe cOndEnsAtiOn oF tHe cOLd gLaSS cUp...
iMMeDiaTeLy i pLeAdEd wiTh mY SiS, LooKinG aT hEr wiTh mY pUppY's eYeS... "qUiCk, QuiCk!! LeT's gO nOw... QuiCK!!!"
... BeCaUsE i wAs sO pAisEh...
tHinKinG tHaT iT miGhT bE sOme kiNd oF sChEmE... mY siS's rEaCtiOn wAs LiKe... "oKaY, oKaY... dOn't LooK oVeR aT tHeM. JuSt bE cOOL. dOn'T mAkE iT sO oBviOuS. bUt hOw mAnY gUys aRe tHErE? wHeRe aRe tHeY nOw...?"
sO i tOLd hEr...
tHeN... EEEKS!!!...
tHe gUy hiMseLf cAmE oVeR tO oUr tAbLe...
aNd hE wAs uNcErTaiN iF hE sHouLd sPeAk eNgLisH oR mAndAriN... sO i tOLd HiM... i sPeAk eNgLisH....
tHeN oUr cOnVeRsAtiOn wEnT sOmE sOrT LikE tHiS...
HiM: oH... sOrrY aBoUt mY fRiEnD jUsT nOw.
Me: oH, iT's okAy.
HiM: erRr... yOu hAvE mY nUmBeR wiTh yOu, riGhT? DiD yOu kEEp iT?
iMmEdiAtELy, sNeaKinG a gLaNcE aT tHe wEt pieCe oF sOggY pApEr wHicH wAs nOw hiDinG uNdEr mY cuP... pRaYinG tHaT hE diD nOt sEE tHaT... i GaVe hiM a NeRvoUs sMiLe aNd i LiEd...
Me: erRr yEa...
HiM: ArE yOu LoCaL?
Me: yEa...
HiM: ArE yOu cHiNeSe?
Me: yEa...
HiM: aRe yOu sTiLL sTuDyiNg?
aGaiN, i LiEd oNcE mOrE...
Me: yEa...
HiM: cAn i hAvE yOUr nUmBeR?
Me: errRrr...
HiM: oH... dO yOu hAvE a bOyfRieNd...?
Me: hAhAhA.... yEa.
HiS rEsPonSe was.... "ohhhh".... pLaCiNg hiS pALm tO hiS fOrEhEaD... LooKiNg diSaPPoiNteD wiTh tHe aNsWeR.
...hAhAhA...
bUt hE sTiLL cArriEd oN...
HiM: iT's okAy... wE sTiLL cAn bE fRieNdS... wE cAN jUsT mEssAgE eAcH oThEr. yOu cAn mEssAgE mE yOUr eMaiL aDDrEss...
Me: erRr... oKaY...
bUt oF cOuRsE, tHaT wAs aLL a LiE!!!
i jUsT diDn'T hAvE tHe hEaRt tO bE rEjEcT hiM oR hUrT hiS eGo... sO i jUsT "eNtErTaiNeD" hiM La... HeHeHe...
aNd, oF cOuRsE...
i DiD nOt kEEp hiS nUmBeR La...
i LeFt iT bAcK aT thE kOpiTiaM... wHeRe iT sHouLd bE... hEhEhE...
aNd i tOLd JiMMy aBOuT iT... oF cOuRsE, hE diDn'T sEEm tO bE tOO iMpReSSeD bY mY sToRy...
aNd stiLL "pAn" cOOL puLaK...
cHeHHHHH...
... HeHeHe...
weLL, aT LeAsT, hE kNoWs hOw fAiThfUL i aM aNd wHaT a gOOd LiL giRL i aM... mUahAhAhA...
bUt QuiTe a EgO bOOsTeR La... eSpEciaLLy wHeN tHe gUy wAsn'T sOme KiNd oF hOkkiEn-sPeaKinG, pErOxiDe bLoNd aH BeNg... bUt SoMeoNe wHo'S gOOd-LoOkiNg...!!! ...aNd sOmEoNe wHO cOuLd dReSS vErY weLL aNd cOOL... aNd spOkE a pReTTy dEcEnT eNgLiSh tOO...
mAdE mE fEEL LiKe... wOw, i aM pReTTy aLriGhT, aFtEr aLL... HeHeHe... nOt tOO sHaBBy, aFtEr aLL...
siLLy, i kNoW... bUt iT's KinDa niCe tO hAvE tHiS kiNd oF rAnDoM cOnFiRmAtiOn/aPPrOvaL...
...*bLusH*...
Labels: bAbY, Bi, fRuStrAtiOns, HaPPiNeSS, jOy, LoVe, RaNtiNg, UnLuCkY
Written on:
Friday, April 03, 2009
