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i aM mE aNd nO oNe eLse. aN aNiMaL-LoVinG, eMotiOnaL cHoCoHoLiC wHo cRiEs dUriNg MoViEs, eSpEciALLy wHeN tHe prOtAgOniSt LoSeS tHeiR LoVed OnEs. i aM cRaZy abOuT eVeRyThiNg tHaT maKeS mE hAppY, bE iT mY faMiLy, fRiEnDs oR a wArM cUp oF eArL gReY. mY LiFe hAs bEEn oNe MajOr dRaMa, sO LeT's hOPe tHe dRaMa cOntiNuEs oN...

mY LoVeS

i LoVe: My fAmiLy; mY tRuE fRiEnDs; aLL cUtE fUrrY cReaTuRes; cOOkinG + bAkiNg aNd eaTinG gOOd fOOd; diScOvEriNg NeW pLaCeS tO eAt aNd tO cHiLL oUt; FuNNy cOmEdiEs; fOrEiGn fiLMs; ChOcOLaTeS; ChAi LaTTe; hAviNg a gOOd LauGh; sHoPPinG; gOOd sExY SuPPoRtiVe bRas; cOLd SunDaY MoRniNgS; wArM sHowErS; gLuGGinG dOwN a iCe-ChiLLeD bEEr oN a HoT niGHt.

mY HaTeS

i haTe: nEGaTiViTy; LiZaRds; LyiNg & cHeAtinG aSShOLeS; mALe cHaUviNiStiC piGs; pOinTLeSS diEtS; HuMouRLeSS bUggERs; tRaVeLLinG iN aErOpLaNeS; pAriS hiLtOn; bEinG bRoKe; sUffEriNg fRoM a miNoR iNsOmNia; bAd BrAs; cAnTonEsE MoVieS dUbbEd iN maNdAriN; bEiNg aLoNe.

JuKie BoXie

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WisHy fiSHy

♥VeRa WaNg GLaM PriNcEss

♥sPoRtsGiRL EiLy RuffLe dReSS

♥sNoW wAsh dEniM LeGGiNgS

♥a CeRaMic ToUrMaLiNe CuRLiNg iRoN

♥a pAiR oF gOrGeOuS TaN bRoGuEs

♥a pAiR hiGh wAiStEd fAdEd dEniM sHoRtS

CuRRenT cRaZeS

♥aNyThiNg wiTh fRiLLs + rUffLeS...!!!

♥AnYtHInG ThAt'S GiRLiE cHiC fLoRaL...!!!

♥cHuNkY pEeP-tOeS hEELs

♥tHiCk sTraPPy pLatFoRm sAndaLs

♥dEniM LeGGinGs

♥BiG SeXy CuRLS/wAvEs

♥ViNtaGe SuNNiEs

♥ViNtAgE TaN LeaThEr sLinGs

♥M.A.C

CuRReNt eWWWs + bLeHs

ø ...nOthiNg

ø aT

ø tHiS

ø vErY

ø mOmEnT...!!!

tHaNkiEs

FiRsT oF aLL, mAnY tHaNks tO mY cHubbY LiN fOr iNsPiRinG mE tO cReAte mY veRy oWn bLoG wiThiN oNe niGht.

aNd tHanKs tO MiKe, FoR bEiNg mY tEcHnO hErO. iF iT wAsN't fOr HiM, mY fiRsT bLoG wOuLd nEveR hAve eXiSteD.

a BiG tHaNks tO "mAdeLiNe_tN" fOr hEr bAseCoDeS.

aNd oF cOuRsE, fiNaLLy... hEhE... ThaNKs tO MySeLf!!! mY dEtErmiNatioN aNd paTieNcE haVe fiNaLLy Paid oFF
fOr cReaTiNg tHiS piNk+mOO-FeStEd bLogsKin wHiCh i oH LoVe sO mUcH, fRoM sCraTcH!!!

dArLiNkS

a pRinCeSS sMooThiE
cHuBBy LiN
tEh nErDy mAgE
sHeeNa bAnAnA
PoMMiE
DoNg FaNg RiChArD
CiNdY wOnG

bLoGs i LoVe

CaTaLiNa, a BeAuTy bLoG
cHaiGyaRu
bUbZ bEaUtY
KaNdEE tHe mAkE-uP aRtiSt
deLiCiOuS aSiaN fOOd
rAsA MaLaYsiA
TarTeLette
CuPcAkE bAkEsHoP bY cHoCkYLiT
ThE fResH LoaF
ThE kNeAd fOr bReAd
BrEaD cEtErA
jOy oF bAkiNg

cHaT tO mE!!

Sunday, February 21, 2010

rEtaiL tHeRaPy iS gOd... 0 Messages

...Oh

gAwD...

rEmiNd mE wHy i hATE kL aGaiN...?

cOs i sEriOuSLy cAn’T rEmEmbEr wHy i dO.

aLL i knOw riGhT nOw iS tHaT

jUsT bEinG iN a siMpLe sHoPPiNg maLL...

cAn bRinG sO mUcH hAppiNess...

tHaT mUsT bE

wHaT bEinG iN HeaVeN mUsT feeL LiKe...

siGhhhhhh...

I sAw sO maNy pWeeTy tHinGs...

pWeeTy sHoeS...

pWeeTy tOpS...

pWeeTy dReSSeS...

pWeeTy sKirTs...

pWeeTy sHORts...

pWeeTy sKorTs...

pWeeTy pAnTs...

pWeeTy giRLs...

pWeeTy gUyS...

pWeeTy eVerYtHinG...

siGh...

i rEaLLy sHoPPeD tiLL i dRoPPeD tHiS tiMe.

I bOuGhT mOsT oF tHe tHinGs i wAntEd tO gEt...

aNd mOsT oF tHe sTuFF

i boUghT dEfiNitELy mAtCh

mY viNtaGe bELtS, sLinG bAgS aNd sUnniEs.

oH gAWd...

i aM sO iN LoVe wiTh rUffLeS riGhT nOw!!

rUffLeD tOpS...

tOps wiTh ruFFLeD sHOuLdErs...

ruffLeD dReSSeS...

rUffLed aNytHinG!!

tHeRe’s jUsT sOmEtHiNg aBouT iT

tHaT mAkEs ThEm jUsT sO rOmAntiC

aNd

aLmOsT FaiRyTaLe-LiKe...

aNd pUff GigOt sLeeVeS...

tELL mE aBoUt iT!!!

aBsOLuTeLy aDoRe iT...!!!

giViNg a LiL oooMpH aNd eDgE

tO aNy oUtfiT!!

aNd... AnD...aNd...sKoRts!!!

i ThiNk ThEy’Re LiKe...

tHe bEsT fAshiOn iNvENtiOn eVeR!!!

nOt rEaLLy a sKirT

bUt nOt rEaLLy a sHoRtS eiThEr!!!

bUt bOtH...!!!

ooooooooooooooH.........

pErfEcT fOr GaLs LiKe mE

wHo aLwAys LoVe tHe iDeA

oF wEaRinG sKiRtS

bUt hATe tHe iDeA

oF a pAnTy-uPsKirT eXpOsUrE...

aNd dEniM LeGGiNgS...

aNoThEr bRiLLiAnT iDea!!

jEaNs ThAt aCtuaLLy fEELs cOmfY

aNd

tHeY rEaLLy dO sLiM dOwN yOuR LeGs...

i’M pReTTy pLeAse wiTh mY bUy tHiS TiMe...

i gOt MoST oF tHe tHinGs i wAntEd...

sUch aS...

♥mY fLoRaL rUffLed tOp♥

i fEEL sO fEmiNiNe iN tHiS!!

LiKe a rEaL La-DaY!!

*bLuSh*

♥mY fLoRaL tOp wiTh ruFFLeD sLeEvEs♥

i LoVe hOw tHiS tOp iS sOfT aNd giRLy

bUt yEt a LiL eDgY

wiTh tHe ruffLeS oN tHe sHouLdErs.

♥2 puFF giGoT sLeeVes tOps♥

i aCtuaLLy bOuGht tHe gReY tOp fiRsT

bUt LoVeD iT sO mUcH

tHaT i hAd tO gEt aNoThEr oNe iN bLuE.

aNd i sTiLL rEgReT nOt bUyiNg

tHe oNe iN pEaCh aNd bLacK

aNd tHe oNe wiTh nAvY bLuE LeOpArD pRinT...

bUt oH wELL, eVerYtHiNg iN mOdErAtiOn...

riGht?

♥a bLaCk pArT LaCy sEE-tHrU ToP♥

i wAs sO LucKy tO fiNd tHis

iN tHe middLe oF tHe diScouNteD piLe.

I tHinK ThiS rEaLLy hAs a viNtAgE fEEL tO iT...

pLuS, i LoVe hOw sExY iT LooKs oN tHe bAcK.

(i pLaCe a wHiTe tEE bEnEaTh,

sO yOu cAn rEaLLy sEE tHe dEtAiL oN iT.)

♥A rEaLLy cUtE sKoRt♥

i fELL iN LoVe wiTh tHiS sKoRt tHe mOmEnT i sAw iT!!

aNd fELL HeAd oVeR hEELs fOr iT

iMMediAtELy

aFtEr i tRiEd iT oN iN tHe fiTTiNg rOoM!!

♥2 fLorAL miNisKirTs♥

tHiS iS pRoBaBLy tHe fiRsT tiMe

i bOugHt aNy fLorAL miNisKiRts...

aNd tHiS iS aLsO tHe fiRsT tiMe

i dOn’T hAvE aNy rEgRetS bUyiNg a sKirT

aFtEr wEaRiNg iT aGaiN

siNcE tHe fiTTiNg rOOm sEssiOn.

♥A bLuE cHaMbRaY miNisKiRt♥

i dOn’t tHinK i’Ve EvEr oWn aNytHinG

tHiS cUtE aNd sExY...!!

♥A hiGh-wAisTeD bLaCk sHoRts♥

i wAnTeD tO gEt oNe iN a

LiGhT bLuE wASh dEniM maTeriaL

bUt i cOuLdn’T fiNd aNy...

iN siGhT.

:’(

♥A gReYwAsH dEniM LeGGiNg♥

i hAve aLwAys wAntEd tO gEt a pAiR oF jEaNs

iN tHiS sHaDe

bUt cOuLd nEvEr fiND a pAiR

tHaT sUiTs aNd fiTs mY bOdY pErfEcTLy tiLL nOw

... oH hAppEE dAy!!

aNd i fiNaLLy fOuNd oUt

wHaT tHe fUss iS aLL aBouT La SeNza.

hEhE...

aNd i LiKe wHaT i diScOvErEd tHeRe.

I iNvEsTed iN tWo rEaLLy gOOd bRaS fOr mY “LaDiEs”.

(i rEaLLy bELiEvE iN taKinG eXtRa sPeciaL cAre

oF mY “GirLfriEnDs”

sO tHeY sTaY niCe, fiRm aNd pErKy.)

La SeNzA rEaLLy hAvE gOOd dEaLs fOr yOu,

eSpECiaLLy iF yOu bEcOmE a meMbEr...

cOs tHeY fLowEr yOu wiTh sO maNy vOucHerS

yOu cAn uSe thEm iNcLusiVe

oF yOuR 10% mEmbErsHip diScOunT

tOO!!

aNd i bOuGhT

5 rEaLLy cUtE + GiRLy fLiRtaCiOuS tHonGs tOO!!

sOrrY, nO piCs oF tHe bRa + kNiCkErs...

hEhE...

wOuLdN’t tHiNk iT wOuLd bE appROpRiAtE.

aNd LaSt bUt nOt LeAst...

i fiNaLLy aDDeD a nEw mEmBeR

tO tHe faMiLy oF mY VeRa wAnG pRiNcESS

fRaGrAnCe cOLLeCtiOn...

rOcK pRiNcEss!!!

I wAnTeD tO gEt gLaM pRiNcEss

bUt tHeY diDn’T hAve iT yEt sO...

i gOt tHiS iNsTeAd...

tHe LaDy aT tHe cOunTeR wAs niCe eNouGh

tO giVe tO 2 fRee Ck fRaGraNcE sAmpLeS...

sHe tOLd mE tHe nAmEs oF tHe fRaGranCeS GiVeN...

bUt i’Ve tOtaLLy fOrGottEn

tHe nAmEs eDi.

cRaP.

bUt nO mAttEr, tHeY sTiLL sMeLL pReTTy gOOd.

nOt sOmeThiNg i nOrMaLLy uSe...

sOmEthiNg diFFeReNt

bUt diFFeReNt gOOd.

rOcK pRiNcESs sMeLLs pReTTy siMiLaR

tO fLoWer pRiNcEss

bUt wiTh a wHoLe LoT mOrE

PunCh aNd KiCK tO iT!!

mOrE fRuiTy fLorAL!!

aPPaRentLy, tHe nOtEs uSeD iN tHiS fRaGraNcE

aRe

wHiTe pEaCh, rAsPbErrY, bErGaMoT, hELiOtRoPe,

rOsE, niGhT-bLoOmiNg jAsMiNe, LiLy,

cAsHmErE wOoDs, mUsKy, iRiS

aNd cReaMy cOcOnUt!!

sOuNds yUmmY, dOeSn’T iT...?

oOoH, aNoThEr gReAt tHinG aBouT

vErA wAng pRiNcEss

fRaGraNcE cOLLeCtiOn

iS ThAt nOt oNLy dOeS iT sMeLL rEaLLy gReaT...

bUt yOu aCtuaLLy gEt tO aCCeSsOriZe wiTh iT.

jUsT wHaT eXaCtLy dO i mEaN bY tHaT...?

wELL, eVeRy cRoWn cAp oN tHe pErFuMe

aCtuaLLy hAs a RiNg aTTacheD tO iT.

hOw cUte iS tHaT!!

bUt sAdLy, i oNLy kNeW tHaT

aFtEr i gOt mY fLoWeR pRiNcEss...

sO i prObaBLy cHucK tHe riNg

fOr vEra wAng pRiNcESs

wiThoUt eVeN rEaLiSinG iT.

:’(

hErE’s mY fAmiLy oF pRiNceSSeS aLL tOgEthEr.

aS yOu cAn sEE,

pRiNcEss iS sUpEr cLoSe tO

bEinG aLL uSeD uP fOr gOOd...

aNd tHe LaBeL oN tHe bOttLe

iS aLL sCraTcHed aNd hArdLy viSibLe eDi.

aNd fLowEr pRinCeSS iS

haLfwAy tO bEinG gOnE fOr gOOd tOO...

*yeLp*

... sO nOw i gOttA cOntRoL mYseLf

aNd

sTaRt uSinG mY rOcK pRiNCeSS

& mOrE oF mY eMpOriO aRMaNi DiAmOnDs.

hAhA...

aNd nOticEd hOw mY fiRsT bOttLe

oF pRiNcEss iS The sMaLLeSt...

tHeN fLowEr prinCeSS

gOt a LiL biT moRe biggEr...

theN rOcK priNcEss iS tHe biGGeSt...?

pRobaBLy sHoWs hOw

i’vE bEcOmE mOrE cOnfiDeNt

oF vErA wAnG’s fRaGraNcEs

aS eaCh eDitiOn iS cReaTeD.

I’LL dEfiNiTeLy kEEp oN

aDDinG mOrE tO mY coLLeCtiOn.

gLaM pRiNCeSS, i’m wAiTinG fOr yOu...

Labels: cLoTHeS, HaPPiNeSS, jOy, LoVe, sAtiSfaCtiOn, sHoPPiNg, sPLuRgEs, ViNtAGe

Written on: Sunday, February 21, 2010

Friday, February 19, 2010

zOOm, ZooM, zOOm... 0 Messages

hAhA...

tHaT's riGhT!!

i'M a LeAn, mEaN, fiGhtiNg maChiNe...!!

hEhEhE...

i fiNaLLy gOt tHe cOuRaGe tO dRiVe aRouNd tHe CiTy oN mY oWn.

dRiViNg, pArkiNg aNd aLL...

tHe wHoLe sHebAnG.

i dRoVe aRouNd qUiTe a FeW tiMeS oN mY oWn eDi. bUt i nEvEr hAd tO pArk mY cAr cOs i wAs eiTheR dRiVinG sOmEoNe tO tHe aiRpOrT oR piCkiNg sOmEoNe uP fRoM tHe aiRpOrT.

bUt tOdAy wAs jUsT sO mUcH fUn!!

i aCtUaLLy dRoVe oUt aLL oN mY oWn tO pULLmAn hOtEL... iNtO tHeiR uNdErGrOuNd pArkiNg LoT... aNd pArKeD mY cAr oN mY oWn... wiThOuT aNy sUpErViSiOn.

aLL tHiS jUsT tO mEEt uP wiTh mY FriEnDs!!

aNd i eVeN gOt tO sEE cAtcH uP wiTh oNe oF mY eX-cOLLeAguEs tOO!!

tHe bEsT pArT wAs...

aNdReA aCtuaLLy hAd tHe hOnOuR tO bE mY gUiNeA piG... mY fiRsT bUddiE tO tAkE a RiDe iN mY CaR... aNd bOy, wAs i mOrE nErvOus ThAN sHe wAs.

bUt iT wEnT wELL... oR aT LeAsT, i tHiNk sO.

cOs aFtEr i sEnd hEr hOmE fOr diNNeR... sHe aCtuaLLy hAd tHe cOnfiDenCe tO LeT mE piCk hEr uP aGaiN fOr oUr mOviE.

aNd tHaNk gOd, aNdReA wAs riGhT bEsiDe mE wHeN We wErE hEaDinG tO tHe sPriNg cOs i wAs sO iNtimiDaTed bY tHaT pLaCe.

eSpeCiALLy hAviNg tO pArK mY cAr iN tHeiR bAseMeNt.

cOs tHe sPriNg iS aLwAyS sO jAm-pAcKed wiTh cArs!!!

bUt aNd wAs a jEwEL...

sHe gUiDeD mE tO sAfEtY.

aNd nO oNe gOt HuRt.

hEhEhE...

tHaNks, aNd!!!

i cOuLdn't hAvE dOnE iT wiThOuT yOu...

aNywAy, iT's LatE... aNd i'M gOnnA cRaSh nOw...

sO tAtA fOr NoW!!

aNd tO LiN, LiKe pRoMiSed. i'LL dRiVe yOu aRouNd tHe nExT tiMe yOu cOmE bAck...

sO mAkE sUrE yOu gEt yOuR hELmEt, eLbOw aNd kNee pAds rEaDy fOr tHe RiDe oF yOuR LiFe...

BwaHaHaHa...!!!

Labels: ChUbbY LiN, dAy-oUt, dRiViNg, fiRsT tiMe, FriEnDs, niGhT-OuT, PriNcEss SmOOtHie

Written on: Friday, February 19, 2010

Friday, February 12, 2010

uN-vALeNtiNe fOr mE... 0 Messages

I’M nOt sUrE iF aNy oF yOu wAtCh WiNNiE tHe pOOh...

bUt iN oNe oF tHe ePiSoDes, “Un-vALeNtiNe’s dAy”

rAbbiT dEciDes tO cAnCeL vALeNtiNe’S dAy,

mUcH tO eVeRyOnE’s diSmAy.

cOs rAbbiT fELt pOOh bEaR wAs oVeRdOiNg iT

wiTh tHe cArdS

tHaT He sEnt tO eVerYoNe

aNd tHeY hAd tAkEn uP tOO muCh sToRaGe sPaCe.

bUt dOn’T wOrrY, tHeRe’s a hAppY eNdiNg tO tHe sToRy.

(iN tHe wOrLd oF DiSneY, tHeRe aLwAys iS.)

tHeY aLL gOt tO ceLebrAtE vALenTiNe’s dAY iN tHe eNd!!

bUt siGhhhhh...

hOw wOnDeRfuL iT wOuLd bE iF rEaLiTy wErE tHe sAmE.

riGht nOw, i fEeL LiKe RaBBiT.

wAntiNg tO cAncEL VaLenTiNe’s dAy...

bUt fOr diFFeReNt rEaSoNs tHoUgH.

I’Ve bEEn iN 3 rELaTiOnsHipS

aNd

nEvEr oNcE hAvE i eVeR cELeBraTed VaLeNtiNe’S dAY...

EVER!!

hOw tRaGiC iS tHaT...!!!

dOn’T yOu jUsT wAnnA sHeD a tEaR fOr mE...

*sNiff*

siGhhhhh...

iT wAs aLwAys dUe tO

wRoNg pLaCe, bAd tiMiNg.

siNcE i aLwAys dAtEd gUys

wHo wErE eiThEr fRoM a diFFeRenT cOunTrY

oR diFFeReNt sTaTe

fRoM mE.

wE wOuLd aLwAyS bE aPaRt fRoM eACh oThEr

aT tHiS tiMe oF tHe yEaR.

cOs wE wOuLd bE hOmE sPendiNg oUr hOLiDaYs

wiTh oUr fAmiLy.

nOw...

i kNoW tHe biG V-dAy iS aCtuaLLy a MaDe uP hOLiDaY

wHiCh hAvE bEEn hiGhLy cOmMeRciALizEd oVeR tHe yEaRs.

oNe BiG cOmmErciaL sCaM

tO gEt uS tO fOrK oUt oUr mOnEy

tO BuY

GifTs wiTh pRiCe tAgS

wHiCh HaVe bEEn iNsAnELy mArKeD-uP

jUsT fOr tHaT vErY 1 dAy.

piNk, cUtEsY, LoVeY-dOvEy V-daY CaRds,

riDiCuLoUsLy ginOrMouS tEddiEs,

jUmbO-siZeD bOuqUeT oF fLoWeRs,

eNdLeSS suPPLy oF

bOxEs oF cAndiEs aNd cHoCoLaTes.

aLL tHeSe jUsT tO sAy 3 siMpLe wOrDs...

“i LoVe yOu.”

sOuNdS a LiL eXtrEmE, dOeSn’T iT?

bUt I LOVE IT!!!

i aM aN eTeRnAL hOpELeSS rOmanTiC,

wHo’s uP fOr aNytHinG

tHaT cELeBraTeS ♥LOVE♥.

bUt riGht nOw,

i tHink iT’s tiMe fOr mE

tO uN-VaLeNtiNe

VaLeNtiNe’S dAy.

nO V-dAY fOr mOi

tiLL i sEE mY kNiGhT iN sHiNiNg aRmOuR aGaiN.

*sighhhhhhh...*

bUt oN a hAppiEr nOte,

tHis YeaR’s V-dAy

wiLL faLL oN tHe firSt dAy oF CNY.

sO, i wiLL bE mOrE iN a CNY mOOd,

rAthEr tHaN fEELiNg sAd aNd wiShfuL oN V-dAy.

siNcE, i’LL bE iN KL + mELaKa fOr CNY.

i’LL bE bUsY

iNdULgiNg mYseLf wiTh rEtAiL ThEraPy,

gOrgiNg mY fAcE wiTh yUmmiLiCiOus fOOd

aNd

aBsOrbiNg tHe bEauTifUL sCeNeRy aRouNd mE.

(rEfErriNg tO mELaKa hErE, nOt KL, oF CoS... hAhA.)

aiGhTs tHeN, tHaT’s aLL frOm mE...

tAtA fOr nOw.

gOttA sTaRt pAcKin’ mE bAgs!!

wHooPs, i aLmOsT fOrGoT... HAPPY CHINESE ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRR YEAR, Y'ALL!!! gOnG Xi FaTT cHai!!! mAy tHe yEaR oF tiGeR BriNg YoU LOTs oF gRRRRRRRRRRRRRReAt wEaLtH, hEaLtH, LuCk, jOy aNd pRosPeRiTy...!!!

Labels: bAbY, uN-VaLeNtiNe, vALenTiNe

Written on: Friday, February 12, 2010

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

LDR iS a BiTcH...!! bUt i’M a sUrViVoR... 0 Messages

hMMM... oNe yEaR and oNe mOnTh...

tHaT’s hOw LoNg i’Ve bEEn iN mY LDR.

niNe mOnThs aNd tHrEE wEEks...

iS hOw LoNg i’Ve nOt sEEn jiMMy.

wHoA...

i diDn’T kNoW tHaT wAs hOw LoNg iT wAs

tiLL i sTaRtEd caLcuLaTinG tHe figUrE.

iT’S pReTTy unBeLiEvAbLe

tHaT

i’Ve LaStEd thiS LoNg...

nO, cOrrEctiOn.

iN mY cAsE,

iT’s AMAZING tHaT i’Ve eVeN LAsTeD a wEEK!!

cOs i’Ve aLwAyS bEEn aGaiNsT iT

aNd i’M a biG diSbELieVeR oF LDR aS weLL.

aNd i’Ve aLwAyS diScoUrAge aNy oF mY friEnDs

frOm cOmmiTTinG tHeMsELvEs tO sUcH rELaTiOnsHiP.

aS i feLt iT’s aN aUtOmAtiC rELaTiOnsHip sUiCiDe.

bEcOs sPeaKiNg fRoM eXpEriEnCe,

i aCtuALLy gAVe uP mY fiRsT rELaTioNsHiP

wHeN iT cAmE tO tHe pOiNt

wHeRe iT hAD tUrNeD iNtO a LDR.

sO i gUeSS, u cOuLd sAY...

i’Ve gRoWn uP a LoT siNcE tHeN.

bEcOs nOw iNsTeAd oF waLkiNg aWaY

aNd tAkiNg tHe eAsy wAy oUt,

i sTaYed On aNd wOrKeD eVeN hArDer aT iT.

iT wAsn’T eAsy...

cOs wHeN iT wAs bAd, iT wAs rEaLLy bAd.

uNLiKe bEiNg iN a nOrmaL rELaTioNsHiP,

yOu cOuLd aLwAyS mEEt uP aNd pAtcH uP.

kiSS aNd mAkE uP.

wHeReaS iN a LDR,

yOu’Re miLLiOns oF miLe aWay

fRoM yOuR oThEr haLf.

aNd aLL yOu cAn reLy oN

iS yOuR moBiLe aNd intErnEt.

hOwevEr, cOmmuNicAtiNg tHrU sUcH mEaNS

wOuLd eiThEr mAke yoU...

oR bReaK yOu.

aS tHiNgs cOuLd bE eAsiLy miSiNteRpReTed tHrOuGh

sMsEs aNd pHoNe cALLs.

oNe wOrD uSed wiThoUt muCh tHougHt iN a sMs

cOuLd LeAd tO mOrE miSunDersTaNdiNg.

aN aCCiDeNtaL wRoNg tOnE oF vOiCe

dUriNg tHaT vErY iMpoRtAnT phOnecaLL,

wOuLd bRiNg mOrE diSaStEr

fRoM tHe oThEr eNd oF tHe LiNe.

I wOn’t dEnY tHeRe wErE tiMes,

I rEaLLy tHouGht iT wAs gOnnA bE tHe eNd oF uS.

aNd tHeRe wAs nO tUrniNg bAcK fRoM tHeRe.

bUt aFtEr a yEaR oF LDR,

i rEcKoN wE bOtH hAvE adApTeD tO oUr cUrrEnt siTuAtiOn.

mOsT dAyS aRe jUsT sO eAsy tO gEt bY...

bUt tHeRe aRe tHoSe dAys,

wHeN yOu jUsT rEaLLy miSS eAcH oThEr!!!

dOn’T LaUgh...

bUt dUriNg tHoSe tiMes oF tUrMoiL,

i aCtuaLLy wEnT oNLinE

aNd sEaRcH fOr aRtiCLeS oN hOw tO sUrvivE LDRs.

aNd wOuLdn’T yOu bELiEvE iT oR nOt...

iT rEaLLy diD hELp mE aNd oUr rELaTiOnsHiP.

aNywAy, hErE aRe mY tOp tWO sUrViVaL tiPs

fOr aNyoNe wHo’s iN a LDR

oR aT LeaSt gOinG tO bE...

sOmE maY sEEm pReTTy oBviOuS.

bUt sOmeTiMeS, yOu fOrgEt...

wHeN yOu’rE iN oNe.

oKaY, sO hErE gOeS...

aLwAYs rEmEmBeR tO nEvEr fOrGeT yOuRseLf.

dOn’T rEvOLvE yOuR wHoLe LiFe oN tHe ReLaTiOnsHiP.

LiVe yOuR LiFe.

sO tHe bOtH oF yOu wiLL hAve mOrE tHinGs tO sHaRe

and taLk aBouT wiTh eAch oThEr.

pLuS, iT’s hEaLthY tO bE iNdEpEnDenT oF eACh oThEr.

aNd nExT iS tRuSt.

I kNoW eVeryOnE kNoWs tRuSt iS rEaLLy iMpOrTaNt iN eVeRy rELaTiOnsHiP.

bUt iN a LDR, TrUsT iS ReALLy aLL yOu hAvE.

cOs wiThoUt iT, tHeRe’s jUsT nO pOinT

gOiNg tHrOuGh wiTh iT.

dUe tO tHe miStAkeS i hAVe mAdE

iN tHe pAsT bEfOrE i mEt jiMMy,

i hAvE unWittiNgLy bEcOme

an oBsEsSiVe,

pOssEssiVe,

jEaLoUs mOnStEr

sUffEriNg FrOm aN eXtReMe cASe oF pArAnOia.

wHiCh diDn’T quiTe heLp oUr siTuAtiOn.

hOwEvEr, i’Ve LeArNt tO tOtaLLy LeT LooSe

aNd jUsT TRUST hiM.

aNd i’Ve LeArNt tO bE mOrE

pAtiEnT,

uNdErsTaNdiNg

aNd eMpaThEtiC oF hiM aS wELL.

hOweVeR, mOsT oF aLL...

wHaT rEaLLy hELps iN sUrViViNg a LDR

tHe riGhT mAn.

sOmEoNe wHo’s wiLLiNg tO wOrK As hArd aT iT aS yOu do.

sOmEoNe wHo wiLL nEvEr sToP cAriNg.

sOmEoNe wHo’s sEriOus aBouT yOu aS yOu aRe aBoUt hiM.

tHaNk goD, mY otHeR haLf iS mY riGhT mAN

cOs,

tHouGh wE mAy hAVe oUr dOwN mOmEnTs,

jiMMy hAs aLwAys mAkE iT eAsY fOr tHe bOtH oF uS

aNd

aLwAys hELd oN, nO mAttEr wHaT.

aNywAy, aBouT a MonTh aGo,

i fOuNd a SoNg tHaT rEaLLy rEsOnATEs wiTh tHe tiMeS

wE wErE oN sHaKy gRouNdS...

eVeRyThiNg iN tHe sOnG iS jUsT sO rEaL tO mE.

jUsT wAnnA sHaRe thiS sOnG wiTh yOu aLL.

iT’s a rEaLLy gOOd sOnG

bY LaDy aNteBeLLuM,

caLLeD...

“nEEd yOu nOw”.

hOpE yOu eNjoY iT!!!

Lyrics:

Picture perfect memories,

Scattered all around the floor.

Reaching for the phone cause, I cant fight it anymore.

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.

For me it happens all the time.

Its a quarter after one, Im all alone and I need you now.

Said I wouldnt come, but I lost all control and I need you now.

And I dont know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey, cant stop looking at the door.

Wishing you’d come sweeping in the way you did before.

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.

For me it happens all the time.

Its a quarter after one, Im a little drunk,

And I need you now.

Said I wouldnt call but I lost all control and I need you now.

And I dont know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Yes Id rather hurt than feel nothing at all.

Its a quarter after one, Im all alone and I need you now.

And I said I wouldnt call but Im a little drunk and I need you now.

And I dont know how I can do without, I just need you now.

I just need you now.

Oh baby I need you now.

Labels: bAbY, eMoTiOnAL sOnG, LDRs, LoVe

Written on: Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

wHeN tHiNgs gO... sHiTTy!!! 0 Messages

yEsTeRdAy...

eVerYthiNg wAs gOinG pReTTy weLL, iF nOt nOrmaL, tHe wHoLe dAy... uNtiL LatEr tHaT eVEniNg wHeN i wAs rEaDiNg a bLoG...

aNd mY hEarT jUsT dRoPPeD.

aUsTraLiA hAs cAnCeLLeD oVeR 20,000 viSa aPPLiCaTiOns.

bEcAusE tHe gOvErNmEnT hAs dEciDeD tO cHanGe iTs iMMigRatioN pOLiCy.

tHeY aRe gOiNg tO cHaNge tHe LisT oF sKiLLeD oCCuPaTiOns.

tHoSe wHo aRe sTuDyiNg thE cOuRsEs

whiCh aRe nO LonGeR iN dEmAnd

wiLL bE giVeN a tEMPoRaRy 18-moNtHs viSa

to fiNd a sPoNsOr fOr tHeiR eDuCaTiOn.

aNd iF tHeY fAiL tO dO sO,

tHeY wiLL bE sEnd hOmE tO tHeiR hOmE cOunTriEs rEsPecTiVeLy.

aLL viSa aPPLicATiOnS aPPLiEd oFFsHoRe

tHrOuGh the gEnEraL sKiLLeD miGratiOn sChEmE

LoDgEd bEfOrE SePteMbEr 2007 wiLL bE cAncELLeD,

cOsTiNg thE tAxpAyErS $14 miLLiOn to rEfuNd 20,000 viSa aPPLiCatiOns.

aPPaRenTLy, sTuDeNtS fRoM iNdiA wiLL bE mOsT aFFecTeD bY tHis cHanGe,

aS MosT oF theM wErE rELyiNg oN “bAcK dOoR” pErMaNeNt rEsiDeNcY

tHrOuGh tHe sKiLLed miGraTiOn sChEmE.

nOw mY qUeStiOn iS...

sO wHeRe dOeS tHaT LeAvE JiMMy...??

Labels: fRuStrAtiOns, hEaRtaChEs, UnLuCkY

Written on: Tuesday, February 09, 2010

Sunday, February 7, 2010

i ♥ VinTaGe. 0 Messages

bEiNg iN tHe LaNd dOwN uNdEr fOr 5 yEaRs, hAs mOrE oR LeSS infLuEnCeD mY wAy oF LiFe nOw...

tHe fOOd i cOOk aNd EaT...

tHe aLcOhOL + bEvEraGeS i gUzzLe dOwN...

tHe TV sEriEs i aM aDDiCteD tO...

tHe mUsiC i LiSTeN tO...

tHe mAgAziNeS i BuY...

aNd mOsT iMpOrTaNtLy oF aLL...

tHe fAsHiOn aNd tReNds i’M iNtO.

aNd oNe oF tHeM iS viNtAgE.

aNytHinG wHiCh iS eVeN rEmoTeLy viNtAGe-iNsPiReD... mE LiKe.

... i’Ve LeaRn tO LoVe aNd fuLLy aPpReCiaTe tHe bEaUtY oF viNtAge cLoThiNg.

i gO mAd fOr aNyThiNg tHaT hAs tHe sTyLes fRoM tHe 50’s, 60’s aNd fRoM tHe 70’s.

bUt eSpEciaLLy tHe 60’s!!!

i’Ve aLwAyS bEEn iNtO tHe 60’s...

biG hAiR, kiTTeN eYeLiNeR fLiCk, gOrgEoUs tHiCk LaShEs...

aNytHinG tHAt sCrEaMs “bRiGiTTe bArDoT”...!!!

tHaT’s wHy mY eYeLiNer aNd mAsCaRa aRe mY mOsT iMpOrTaNt tOoLs

wHeNeVeR i’M pRePPinG uP tO gO oUt...

eVeN iF i’M jUsT gOiNg oUt tO tHe cOnVeniEnT sToRe.

(hEhE... i kNoW, sO vAiN, riTe?? bUt i cAN’t hELp iT.)

cLoThiNgs aNd sTyLes fRoM tHaT eRa aRe jUst sO tiMeLeSS aNd tHey cELebRatE fEmiNiNitY...

aNd wOmeN fRoM tHoSe dAys wErE jUsT sO bEaUtiFuL...

nO pLaStiC sUrGeRy, nO bOtOx... nO nOthiNg.

bUt jUsT pLaiN eTeRnaL beAuTy

wiTh mAyBe jUsT a LiL hELp oF gOrGeOus mAkeUp, rAviShiNg hAiRdO aNd cAptiVaTiNg cLoThEs.

mAriLyN mOnRoE, aUdReY hEpBuRn, tWiggY, bRigEttE bArdOt, fArAh fAwcEtt...

thEy wErE jUsT oH-sO-bEaUtiFuL.

i aLwAys sCreAmeD iN eNvY

wHeNeVeR i LooK tHrU mY mUm’s pHotO aLbUms

oF hEr wHeN sHe wAs iN hEr yOunGeR hEy-DaYs.

sHe wOuLd bE wEaRiNg tHe dReSSeS sHe mAdE.

tHeY wOuLd bE cOLoUrfuL miNidResSes.

oR fLoRAL pRiNcEss cOLLaR dRessEs.

wiTh tHoSe hUgE sUnniEs.

aNd i wiLL wHiNe oN LiKe a PuPPy...

“mA, wHy diD yOu tHrOw aWaY aLL tHesE dReSSeS?!!!

I cOuLd bE wEaRiNg tHeM riGhT nOw, yOu kNoW...!!!”

uGhhhhh...

tHeN a cOuPLe oF wEEks aGo...

i wAs teLLiNg mY mUm hOw cRaZy i wAs aBoUt

bRoGuEs aNd tHoSe oLd faShiOneD sLiNg bAgS...

aNd mY mUm wAs LiKe,

“i tHinK yOuR siS uSEd tO hAvE tHoSe sHoEs bUt sHe tHrEw tHeM aWay.”

doUbLe uGhhhhh...

bUt tHeN tHe nExt LiNe MaDe Me tHe haPPieSt LiL giRL eVeR...

“oH, bUt mUmmY sTiLL hAVe tHoSe bAgs fRoM LasT tiMe...”

jEnG, jEnG, jEnG...

iT wAs aS iF i hAd sTruCk gOLd...

aNd LittLe diD i kNoW,

iT wAsn’T jUsT bAgs wE cAmE uPoN...

wHeN wE wErE rUmmAGiNg tHrU tHe sTaCks oF bOxeS aNd bAgs

in tHe sToRe rOOm,

bUt wE hAd aLsO diScoVeRed oThEr LiL tReAsuReS iN tHe mEss

sUcH aS,

oLd sUnniEs aNd bELts.

I fELt LiKe a LiL kiD iN tHe cAndY sToRe.

I piCkeD aNd cHoSe tHoSe tHaT i rEaLLy LiKe frOm tHe piLe.

dOn’T mEaN tO bRaG bUt i rEcKoN i’Ve aN eYe fOr dEtaiLs.

I LiKe tHinGs wiTh qUiRky dEsiGns oR mOtiFs

wHicH sEt tHeM aPaRt frOm tHe rEsT

aNd

mAkE tHeM sTaNd oUt iN tHe cRoWd.

I GuEss yOu cOuLd sAy tHiS is mY aRtisTiC fLaiR.

I mUsT sAy, tHe bAgs aRe rEaLLy cUtE.

oNe oF iT rEsEmbLeS aN eNvELoPe.

aNoTheR hAs tHis rEaLLy aDoRaBLe bUcKLe tHinGy mAjiNgY.

aNd mOsT oF tHeM aRe iN mY fAvOuriTe baG cOLoUr...

TaN.

aNd i aM rEaLLy iN LoVe wiTh tHe sUnniEs!!

tHeY dOn’T LoOk aNy diFFerEnT fRoM tHe sUnniEs fOunD iN sToReS aNd mAgS nOwaDaYs.

aNd tHe bELt... gOsH, mE LoVe!!!

tHeY hAVe rEaLLy uNiquE dEsiGns tOO!!

wHaT’s rEaLLy sPeciaL aBouT tHeSe BaBiEs

aRe thAt tHeY aRe aLL eiThEr tHe sAmE aGe aS mE

oR oLdEr...

aNd sHe oNcE uSeD tHEsE bAgs/sUnniEs/beLts wHeN sHe wAs mY aGe...

kiNda mAke mE fEEL cLosEr tO hEr iN a sEnSe.

(i hOpE i’M maKinG sOme kiNd oF sEnSe hErE.)

aNd tHeY aLL hOLd a sEntiMeNtaL vALue tO mY mUm’s hEaRt

wHicH iS wHy sHe sTiLL kEEpS tHeM tiLL tOdAy.

aNd hOpEfuLLy, oNe dAy i’LL hAvE tHe cHaNcE oF hAviNg a dAuGhtEr oF mY oWn

tO hAnd tHeSe bAbiEs dOWn tO...

wELL, fiNgErs cRoSSeD tHaT sHe’LL LiKe vinTaGe sTuFF LiKe mE.

aNyWaY, i TooK piCs oF tHeSe bAbiEs tO sHaRe wiTh yOu aLL.

eNjOy!!

aNd mAybE yOu cAn sEE mY wHy i gO bAnAnAs fOr tHeM...

hEhE...

Labels: bAgS, bELtS, fiNdS, HaPPiNeSS, LoVe, mUmmY, pHoTos, sUnniEs, ViNtAGe

Written on: Sunday, February 07, 2010

Monday, February 1, 2010

spLuRgE oF d dAy... 0 Messages

sO tOdAy i fiNaLLy gOttEn sOmetHiNg i’ve aLwAys mEaNinG tO gEt siNcE i wAs iN hiGhsChOOL... bUt i nEvEr diD dUe tO mAnY diFFeReNt rEaSoNs... aT tHoSe mAnY diFFeRenT pOinT oF tiMe.

fOr exAmpLe, i cOuLdn’T gEt tHeM wHeN i wAs iN hiGh scHoOL cOs tHeRe wErE pReTTy eXpEnsiVe fOr a sTuDenT’s bUdGeT...

tHeN cAmE cOLLeGe... bUt i wAs sUcH a dOrK tHaT i wAs fAshiOn-iMpAiReD aT tHaT tiMe.

tHEn wHeN i wAs fiNaLLy gEttiNg tO kNoW mY bRAnD nEw bEsTiE naMeD “rEtaiL tHeRaPy” wHo LaTeR iNtRoDuCeD mE tO a cLoSe fRieNd oF hErS, “fAshiOn”... i wAs tOO bUsY sOciALiSinG wiTh aLL tHe bEaUtiFuL cLoTheS, bAgs, sHoeS aNd aCCeSSoriEs aNd i eNdeD uP neGLectiNg mY LonG LosT dEsiRe...

pLuS, sOmEhOw i wAs kiNdA hEsiTaNt tO eVeN tHinK aBouT gEttiNg iT... cOs i wAs tHinKinG...

“wOuLd iT bE a LittLe biT tOO mUcH...??”

“wOuLd i LooK gOOd wiTh iT...?”

“wHaT wOuLd pEoPLe tHinK...?”

bUt tHoSe dAys, mY fRiEnDs... aRe LoNg gOnE.

bEcOs iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii fiNaLLy diD it!!!

I finALLy boUghT mY fiRsT pAiR oF cOLoUrEd cOnTacT LenSeS!!!

weLL, aCtuaLLy mY firSt 3 pAiRs...

bUy 2, geT oNe fRee...

i cHoSe tHrEe diFFeReNt “mAgicAL” coLoUrs...

hOnEy, tUrQuOisE aNd gReeN!!

I WaS sO tHriLLeD tHe mOmeNt
tHe sALeSmAn hAndeD me mY fiRsT “paiRs” oF cOLouReD cOnTacts iN tHe bAg...
i jUsT cOuLdn’T wAiT tO rUsH hOmE aNd tRy tHeM oN!!!

bUt gOsH, wHiCh cOLouRs sHouLd i tRy oN fiRsT...??

hOnEy?

tUrQuOisE?

gREeN?

dEciSiOns, dEciSiOns, dEcisiOns...

wHaT’s a giRl tO dO wHeN sHe’S sPoiLt wiTh cHoiCes...

hEhE...

aFtEr mUcH cOnsiDeRaTiOn, i dEcideD tO giVe “hOnEy” a gO...

siNcE iT wOuLd bE a mUcH sMooThEr tRaNsiTiOn fOr mE tO gO fRoM bLaCk eYeS tO wArM LiQuiD hOnEY coLOuRed eYes...

tHAt wAy nO oNe wOuLd gO, “oH mY gAwD, wHy iS yOuR eYeS bLuE!!!”

hAhAhA...

aNd bELiEvE iT oR nOt, i ReAd fRoM a wEbsiTe, https://www.clearlycontacts.com.au tHaT fReShLooK cOLoRbLeNds “hOnEy” cOnTacts wAs a siMiLaR LeNsEs rObErT pAttiNsOn wOrE fOr tHe mOviE “tWiLiGhT” wHeN hE pLaYeD tHe cHaRaCtEr “eDwArD cuLLeN”... *giRLy hiGh-piTchEd sHriEK*... ooooh, i fEEL sO mUcH cLosEr tO hiM nOw... hAhAhA... wELL, a GiRL cAn dReaM... :P

aNyWaY... i wAs sO eXciTeD aBouT wEaRinG iT
tHaT i jUsT hAd tO hAvE a HaRdcOrE cAmwHoRinG sEssiOn wiTh iT...

aNd FYI, wE hAd sO mUcH fUn...

sO eNjOy tHe piCs, peOpLe!!!

MuaX!!!

aNd oH yEaH, bEfOrE i fOrgEt, i dO aPoLogiZe iF yOu dOn’T sHaRe mY enThuSiasM fOr cOLouReD cOnTaCts aNd yOu fELt i hAve jUsT wAstEd 10 LoNg miNuTeS oF yOuR pReCiOuS LifE... aNd sOrrY iF i sOunD sO “sUa Ku”...

bUt i’M jUsT sO hAppEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...!!!

Labels: cAmWhOriNg, cOnTaCt LeNsEs, HaPPiNeSS, sPLuRgEs

Written on: Monday, February 01, 2010