i aM mE aNd nO oNe eLse. aN aNiMaL-LoVinG, eMotiOnaL cHoCoHoLiC wHo cRiEs dUriNg MoViEs, eSpEciALLy wHeN tHe prOtAgOniSt LoSeS tHeiR LoVed OnEs. i aM cRaZy abOuT eVeRyThiNg tHaT maKeS mE hAppY, bE iT mY faMiLy, fRiEnDs oR a wArM cUp oF eArL gReY. mY LiFe hAs bEEn oNe MajOr dRaMa, sO LeT's hOPe tHe dRaMa cOntiNuEs oN...
mY LoVeS
i LoVe: My fAmiLy; mY tRuE fRiEnDs; aLL cUtE fUrrY cReaTuRes; cOOkinG + bAkiNg aNd eaTinG gOOd fOOd; diScOvEriNg NeW pLaCeS tO eAt aNd tO cHiLL oUt; FuNNy cOmEdiEs; fOrEiGn fiLMs; ChOcOLaTeS; ChAi LaTTe; hAviNg a gOOd LauGh; sHoPPinG; gOOd sExY SuPPoRtiVe bRas; cOLd SunDaY MoRniNgS; wArM sHowErS; gLuGGinG dOwN a iCe-ChiLLeD bEEr oN a HoT niGHt.
mY HaTeS
i haTe: nEGaTiViTy; LiZaRds; LyiNg & cHeAtinG aSShOLeS; mALe cHaUviNiStiC piGs; pOinTLeSS diEtS; HuMouRLeSS bUggERs; tRaVeLLinG iN aErOpLaNeS; pAriS hiLtOn; bEinG bRoKe; sUffEriNg fRoM a miNoR iNsOmNia; bAd BrAs; cAnTonEsE MoVieS dUbbEd iN maNdAriN; bEiNg aLoNe.
FiRsT oF aLL, mAnY tHaNks tO mY cHubbY LiN fOr iNsPiRinG mE tO cReAte mY veRy oWn bLoG wiThiN oNe niGht.
aNd tHanKs tO MiKe, FoR bEiNg mY tEcHnO hErO. iF iT wAsN't fOr HiM, mY fiRsT bLoG wOuLd nEveR hAve eXiSteD.
a BiG tHaNks tO "mAdeLiNe_tN" fOr hEr bAseCoDeS.
aNd oF cOuRsE, fiNaLLy... hEhE... ThaNKs tO MySeLf!!! mY dEtErmiNatioN aNd paTieNcE haVe fiNaLLy Paid oFF
fOr cReaTiNg tHiS piNk+mOO-FeStEd bLogsKin wHiCh i oH LoVe sO mUcH, fRoM sCraTcH!!!
HaPPiNeSS cOmEs wiTh a VeRy fAt pRiCe!!!
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YeS... iT's tRuE... hAppiNeSS dOeS cOmE wiTh a vErY hEftY pRiCe... aNd i aM rEfEriNg tO mY LoVe hANdLeS tHaT i aM bEgiNNinG tO dEvELoP sLoWLy oVeR tHe tWo wEEkS aNd tHrEE dAYs i hAVe bEEn wiTh JiMMy...
i DOn'T kNoW hOw tO eXpLaiN iT bUt... wHeNeVer i gEt rEaLLy sAd oR dEpReSSeD, i wiLL jUsT LoSe mY aPPeTiTe... aNd i cAn jUsT gO fOr dAYs wiThOuT eAtiNg... pRobAbLy a fEw BiTeS oF cRaCkErS wiTh wAtEr aT mOsT...
wHiCh iS gOOd fOr mE... bEcAuSe i LoSe wEigHt(iN a vErY bAd wAy, i kNow!!)... aNd i sTaRt tO FiT iNtO aLL mY cLoThEs pErFeCtLy.. hAhA...
bUt nOw tHaT i aM sO haPPy...
mY dEsiRe tO cOOk aNd eAt iS bAcK wiTh VeNgEaNcE!!!
HaHaHa... iT's tRuE, i teLL yOu... eVeRsiNcE i gOt tOgEtheR wiTh JiMMy... i JuSt wAnNa cOOk aNd fEEd hiM... aNd iT's ViCe-vErsA wiTh hiM aS wELL... hEnCe, tHe fACt thAt i aM pUttiNg oN wEiGhT... aNd tHe wOrSt pArT oF iT aLL is tHaT i aM GaiNinG wEiGhT esPeCiaLLy aRouNd thE bELLy aReA wHiCh i HaTe tHe MosT... *UgH!!!*... sO aNNoYinG... eSpEciaLLy wHeN thE gUy yOu aRe daTinG hAs a wAsH-bOaRd aBs... *aRGH!!!*... tHe pReSSuRe!!!
bUt tHeN aGaiN, ThaT's whAt i LoVe aBouT hiM... aS hE eNcOuRaGeS mE tO eAt wELL aNd eXeRciSe... tHe oThEr dAy, wE bOtH wOkE uP eArLy tO gO fOr a mOrNinG waLk... sO i bRouGhT hiM tO tHis pLaCe wHeRe i uSeD tO gO fOr wALks wiTh LiSa aNd sHeeNa wHeN wE wErE aLL sTayinG iN wAtErfOrD tOgEthEr... wHicH wAs rEaLLy niCe bEcAuSe wE gOt tO eNjoY tHe sCeNeRy tOgEthEr, tALk aNd sPenT tiMe tOgEthEr aS wE bRisK-waLkEd aNd wE gOt tO sEE sOmE cUtE dOggiEs wHiLe wE wErE tHeRe...
bUt mOsT iMpoRtAnTLy, wE wErE bOtH dOinG a FaVouR fOr oUr bOdieS...
BeiNg hEaLtHy!!!
...pHysiCaLLy, mEntALLy, eMoTiOnaLLy aNd sPiRiTuaLLy...
JiMMy hAs BeeN wOrKinG rEaLLy hARd eVeRyDaY... Be iT iN cOLLeGe oR aT wOrK... He wOrKs eVeRy niGhT eXcEpT fOr WeDnEsDaY, wHicH hE fiNiSheS hiS cLaSS aT 10 pM aNd fOr fRiDaY, wHiCh He FiNiSHeS hiS cLaSS aT 6 pM... tHe ResT oF tHe wEEkNigHtS, hE wOrKs fRoM 5 pM tO 10 pM... aNd rEaChEs hOmEs bY 11pM oR sOmEtiMes, LaTeR tHaN tHaT...
aNd oN wEEkeNds... oN sAtUrdAys, hE wOrKs fRoM 7.30 aM tiLL 11 aM... tHeN bAcK tO wOrK aGaiN aT 5 pM tiLL 10 pM... aNd oN sUndAys, iT's nOn-stOp fRoM 10 aM tO 10 pM... My PooR bAbY dEaR...
aNd hE gEts rEaLLy cOnCeRnEd aBouT hOw hiS wOrkiNg hOuRs mAy aFFeCt mE... aNd AsKs mE, "aRe yOu sUrE yOu cAn HaNdLe tHiS??"...
oH mY gOd, i rEaLLy aM sO hEaD oVeR hEELs iN LovE wiTh hiM...
hE jUsT sO sWeeT, cAriNg, cOnSiDeRaTe aNd LoViNg... hE's jUsT sUcH aN aMaZinG gUy... hE tHiNks oF eVeRytHinG... hE kNoWs wHaT i LiKe and wHaT i dOn'T LiKe wiThOuT Me eVeN tELLinG me... hE aLwAys SuRpRiSe mE wiTh sMaLL gEsTuReS...
LiKe OnCe, hE bOuGht a CLeO mAg fOr mE aS hE wAs bUyiNg a fOOdiE mAg fOr hiMsELf bEcaUsE hE nOtiCeD tHaT i diDn'T hAvE tHaT cLeO iSSuE...
oR sOmeTiMes hE jUsT rEaDs mY miNd... LiKe tHe oThEr daY, aS wE wErE dRiViNg tOWaRds ouR BriSk-wALkiNg dEsTiNatiOn... wE dRoVe bY KaRaWaRa... a sPoT wHeRe wE oR aNy cUrTiN Uni sTuDents gEt OuR nEccEssiTieS fRom, Be iT gRoCeRiEs oR cHeaP aSiaN fOOd... aNd i wAs cRaViNg fOr a BuBBLe tEa... wAteRmELoN miLK tEa wiTh pEaRLs... tHeN hE wAs LiKe... "wAnnA gEt wAtErmELoN miLk tEa LaTeR aFtEr oUr bRisK-waLk?"... nOt tHe fiRsT tiMe hE hAs aCtuaLLy rEaD mY miNd...
i DoN'T kNow whAT iT iS aBouT uS... bUt sOmEtiMeS, i tHinK bEcAuSe tHe bOtH oF uS aRe sUch a mAjOr fOOdiE... tHaT wE bOtH sHoW oUr LoVe tHrOuGh fOOd...
fOr aN eXaMpLe, wHeN i sEE hiM wOrKiNg sO haRd aT wOrK aNd wiTh hiS cLaSseS, i JusT wAnNa cOOk HiM a sPeCiaL tReAt... sO dUriNg tHis tWo wEEks, i hAVe bEEn mAkiNg tOnG sUi fOr hiM... DriEd LoNgaN tOnG sUi aNd 8 tReAsUrE tOnG sUi... tHe 8 tReAsUrE tOnG sUi iS eSpEciALLy gOOd fOr hiM siNcE iT's a vErY cOOLiNg dEssErT... aS iT hAs cHrYsAntHeMuM, GiNgKo nUts, LoTuS sEEdS, rEd dAtEs, wHiTe fUnGuS aNd sEa cOCoNuT... UnFoRtUnAtELy, i oNLy hAvE tHe pHotO oF tHe dRiEd LonGaN tOnG sUi... aS sHowN beLoW.
My DriEd LoNgAn tOnG sUi
wHeReaS fOr hiM, hE aLwAys bRinG hOmE fOOd tHaT hE cOOkEd iN hiS cLaSSeS FoR mE tO tRy... LiKe tHe oThEr daY, hE mAdE mUssELs, scALLoPs aNd kALaMaRi... wHiCh wAs rEaLLy DeLiciOus... aNd wHeN i CaUgHt tHe fLu-BuG, hE wiLL jUsT sUrPriSe mE wiTh a cUp oF hOt LeMoN tEa... tO mAkE mE feeL aLL tHe bEttEr...
JiMMy's yUmmY sEaFooD pLaTTer... aBsOLuTeLy perFecT fOr a GoUrMeT!!
hE jUsT paMpErs mE tHe riGht wAy...
eVeRyThiNg jUsT sEEMs... aLmOsT pErFeCt... sO RiGhT... wHiCh KinDa wOrriEs mE tHat oNe dAy aLL tHiS maY oNe dAy sToP aNd cHaNgE...
oH weLL... FiNgErS cRoSSeD!!
i GuEsS wE bOtH wiLL jUsT hAvE tO WoRk hArD aT iT tO mAkE iT wOrK aLL ThE wAy!!!
i gUeSs tHaT's ThE tHinG aBouT uS... wE bOtH aLmOsT LosT eACH oThER fOr gOOd oNcE... aNd wE bOtH fELt tHe pAiN oF tHe LoSS sO tReMeNdOusLy... wHicH mAkEs BoTh oF uS rEaLLy gRaTeFuL tO bE bAcK iN eAcH oThEr's aRm oNcE aGaiN... aNd aPPrEciAtE eVeRy wAkiNg mOmEnT tOgEthEr... aFtEr whAt hAs hAppEnEd bEtwEEn uS, wE bOtH kNoW tHaT wE wAnT tO bE wiTh eAcH oThEr aNd wE bOtH wAnT tO sPeNt tHe rEsT oF oUr LiVeS tOgEthEr.
i jUsT kNoW tHaT i aM sO LucKy tO hAvE a SeCoNd cHaNcE tO bE wiTh hiM... aNd i pRoMisEd mYsELf tO nEvEr eVeR tAkE hiM fOr gRaNteD...
bEcAuSe hE wAs aLwAyS thEre tO cAtCh mE wHeN i faLL...
...hE wAs aLwAyS tHe oNe tO wiPe aWaY mY tEaRs aNd tO HoLd mE iN hiS aRmS...
aNd sAys aLL tHe RigHt tHiNg aT eXaCtLy tHe riGhT tiMe...
wHeN i LooK bAcK, i jUsT rEaLLy tHinK tO mYsELf... "hOw sTuPiD wAs i tO hAvE nOt kNOwN wHeN tHe aNsWeR wAs sO cLeaRLy oBviOus... tHaT hE wAs tHe oNe fOr mE."
bUt i aM jUsT gLaD tHaT eVeRytHinG wOrKeD oUt fOr tHe bOtH of uS nOw!!!
sO sOrrY iF i aM baBBliNg oN sO mUcH aBoUt mE aNd JiMMy... BuT i reALLy jUsT wAnnA sHaRe mY hAppiNeSS wiTh yOu aLL!!!
Oh... JusT tHouGhT i wOuLd uPdAtE yOu aLL oN tHe bRuiSe oN mY kNee...
aS yOu cAn sEE... ThaNks tO JiMMy's sKiLLfuL mAssAgiNg sKiLLs, iT's cLeaRinG uP... nO mOrE bRuiSe... bUt iT sTiLL cErTaiNLy HuRts LiKe hELL... HaHa!!
mOi ♥ BeN dAn!!!... mOi ♥ sQuaSH!!!... mOi ♥ kOrEaN sTeaMbOaT!!!
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ahHh!!! i hAd a rEaLLy fReaKinG gOOd tiMe dUrinG mY LaSt sQuaSh sEssiOn... i jUsT LoVe tHe fEELinG oF kNoWinG thAT i DiD sOmEtHiNg hEaLThY fOr mYsELf... fOr mY miNd, bOdY aNd sOuL... iT rEaLLy rEfReSHeS aNd rEjUvEnATes mY wHoLe BeiNg... kNoWinG tHaT i aM bUrNinG tHoSe uNwANtEd cALoRieS iS a rEaLLy sATisFyiNg fEeLinG!!!
aLtHouGh i reALLy sUcKeD... i rEcKoNeD i kiNdA iMpRoVeD a LoT aFtEr i LeaRn aNd uNdErsTaNd tHe RuLeS oF tHe gAmE bEttEr... tHrOuGh mY eVeR-rELiaBLe "tAi kOh", HaNsTeR... hE gAvE mE a fEw pOinTeRs wHicH i fOunD iT tO bE rEaLLy hELpFuL...
bUt i DiD hAvE mY "uH-oH" mOmEnT...
wHiLe i wAs pLaYinG wiTH LisA... i wAs rUnniNg aCrOSS tHe cOuRt tO hiT tHe bALL...
tHeN BAM!!!
i sLiPPeD aNd fELL...
aNd i eNded uP wiTh a rEaLLy bAdLy bRuiSeD LefT kNee... a bRuiSeD + sCraPPeD riGhT eLbOw... aNd a sPrAiNeD LefT wRisT...
OnE wEEk hAs pAssEd...
aNd tHe BrUiSe iS sTiLL hErE tO sTaY...
cHeCk oUt tHe bRuiSe oN mE kNee!!!
FreAkiNg hUgE, RiGhT???
oN a DiFFeRenT nOtE, aS yOu aLL kNoW... i aM nOw oFFiCiaLLy wiTh JiMMy... aNd tHiS wHoLe wEEk... siNcE LaSt tWo tHUrSdAys aGo... i hAvE bEEn sO haPPy... hEaD oVeR hEELs iN LoVe... tHe hAppiEsT i hAve eVeR bEEn... eVeRyThiNg jUsT sEEm sO riGht...
aNd i tHinK tO mYsELf...
"tHiS is wHaT LovE iS sUppoSeD tO fEEL LiKe..."
aNd i aM sO LuCkY tO hAvE tO fOuNd mY sEcOnD cHaNcE wiTh JiMMY...
wE bOtH hAvE bEEn tHroUgh sO mUcH tO FiNaLLy gEt tO tHiS pOiNt... aNd i aM nEvEr eVeR gOinG tO tAkE hiM fOr gRaNtEd... eVeR aGaiN...
i wAs sO cLoSe tO LoSinG hiM fOrEvEr bEcAuSe oF a wOrThLeSS JeRk... bUt i pRoMiSeD mYsElf tO nEvEr eVeR LeT tHaT hAppEn aGaiN.
JiMMy iS sO sWeeT... LaSt sAtUrdAY, hE cAmE bAcK fRoM wOrK iN tHe mOrNinG aNd wOkE mE uP... aNd sUrPriSeD mE... wiTH a NeW sQuAsH rAckEt... bEcAuSe hE kNoWs tHaT i aM jUsT sO cRaZy aBouT sQuaSH riGhT nOw...
hErE's mY sPaNkiNg bRaNd nEw sQuaSh rACkEt... FoR a BeGinnEr, LiKe ME!!!
whAt a bEaUtY!!! aNd i LoVe iT!!!
i wAs sO tOuChEd bY hiM... aNd wHeN i tOLd hiM tHaT i wAs tOO aFraiD tO uSe iT bEcAusE i wAs aFraiD tHaT i miGhT aCCiDeNtaLLy bAnG tHe rAcKeT oN tHe waLL... tHeN hE wAs LiKe... "Yea, ThaT's wHaT sUppOsEd tO hAppEn... aNd whEn yOu bEcOmE mOrE pRo, tHeN i wiLL bUy yOU a bEttEr rAcKeT."
sO fReaKinG sWeeT...
sPeaKinG oF sWeeT... nOw tHaT wE aRe bAck tOgEthEr... eVeRy wEEk, i gEt tReAts fRoM hiM... aNd FriDaYs aRe my fAvOuRiTe... bECaUsE tHaT's wHeN hE cOmEs hOmE wiTh sWeet TrEaTs... LiKe LasT fRidAy, hE mAdE eCLaiRs iN cLaSS... aNd gAvE tHeM tO mE... LuCkY mE!!!
bUt bAd nEwS tO mY bOdY... hAhA... bEcAusE pReTTy sOOn, i aM gOnnA pUt oN mOrE wEigHt...>..<"
LooKs sO yUmmY... aNd tAsTe iT aS weLL!!!
ooOOOooH, sPeaKinG oF fOOd... LaSt FriDaY... i had sUcH aN aMaZinG DiNNer wiTh sHeeNa aNd hAnsTeR... wE hAd kOreAn sTeaMbOaT aT tHiS pLaCe caLLeD "KiMCHee HoUsE", wHiCh i hAVe bEEn MeaNinG tO tRy... aNd i FinALLy hAd tHe cHaNcE tO dO sO!!!
aNd iT wAs oNe hELL oF a SaTiSFyiNg, sCrUmPtiOus aNd YuMMiLiCiOUs DiNNeR!!!
buT *siGH*... i oNLy wiSh tHaT mY bEn DaN cOuLd hAvE bEEn tHeRe wiTh uS... bUt hE hAd tO wOrK... >..<... mY pOOr bAbY...
aNyWaY, ChEcK oUt tHe PiCtuReS i tOOk oF mE, sHeeNa, HaNsTeR aNd tHe sCaLdiNg hOt pOT oF kOrEaN sTeaMbOaT...
HeHe... Me aNd sHeeNa fOOLiNg aRoUnD wiTH oUR cAN oF kOrEaN fRuiT jUiCeS... MiNe wAs CrUsHeD pEaR JuiCe... wHiLe sHeEnA's wAs "BoNg BoNg" oR oThErwiSe siMpLy kNoWn iN pLaiN eNgLiSh aS gRaPe JuiCe... HaHa...
iDiOt ShEEna tOOk a PiC oF mE dOiNg aN iNdEcEnT pOsE uNiNtEnTiOnaLLy... *BLeaH*...
KoReaN fRiEd dUmPLinGs... *dRooL*...
tHe fuLL piC oF oUr cOmPLeTe kOrEaN sTeaMbOaT DiNNeR!!! bULgOgi bEEf, zUccHiNi, oNiOns, cAbbAgE, cArrOtS, beaNsPrOuT wiTH swEEt pOtaTo nOOdLes(nOt viSiBLe iN tHe piCtUrE) iN reaLLy RiCh aNd dELiCiOus bEEf bRoTh.
i dEcOraTeD mY pLaiN sTeaMeD riCe wiTh KiMcHee aNd mAriNaTed bEaNsPrOuTs aNd mY bOwL oF bULgOgi MiXtUrE wiTh pArSLeY... hEhE...
a GrOuP piC wE tOOk BeFoRe wE sTuFFeD oUrSeLvEs tO sAtiSfaCtiOn...
tHe "aFtEr" pHoToS... prOOfs tHaT eVeRy biT oF tHe DiNNeR wAs FiNisHed tO tHe LaSt siP.
hAhA... hOpE yOu eNjoY aLL tHaT piCtUrEs!!! *mUaH*
ThiS pAsT wEEk hAs bEEn eVeNtFuL fOr mE... i DoN'T rEaLLy wAnT tO gEt iNtO tHe DeTaiLs... aS i SEE nO pOiNt oF ReMinDinG mYsELf oF wHAT aN aGoNiZinG wEEk iT hAs bEEn fOr mE... bUt yOu caN bE sUrE tHaT iT haS a LoT tO dO wiTh a cErTaiN sOmEoNe... wHicH yOu aLL aDDreSS hiM aS Mr. AssHoLe...
aS uSuaL, tHeRe wErE LoTs oF tEaR aNd sAdnEss... LoTs oF pAiN aNd HuRt... LoTs aNxiEtY aNd aNgSt... bUt iN tHe eNd... aLL tHaT eMoTiOnaL tOrMeNt tHaT i hAd tO gO tHroUgH cErTaiNLy pAiD oFF... BeCaUsE riGhT nOw... i aM jUsT GiDDy wiTh hAppiNeSS...
i gUeSS yOu caN sAy tHaT i fOunD mY sOuRcE oF haPPinEss... i fOunD LoVe... i fOunD Me aGaiN...
nO mOrE cOnStaNt wOrrYinG... nO mOrE dOubTs... nO MoRe LiEs...
JuSt tHe pUrE jOy Of bEiNg giDDy fRoM sMiLinG aNd LaUgHtEr.
(a fRiEnD oF miNe eDiTeD tHiS pHoTo fOr mE... i LiKed iT sO mUcH tHaT iT's mY cUrrEnT fAcEbOOk DisPLaY piC ... tHougHt tHaT i jUsT sHaRe wiTh yOu aLL... >..<)
i WoKe uP tOdAy... fEELinG sO mUcH bETTeR tHaN uSuaL... fEELinG sTRonGeR aNd mOrE cOnFiDeNt tHaN eVeR bEfOrE... kNOwiNg i cAn dO tHiS... kNoWiNg tHaT i aM sTroNg eNouGh tO gO tHroUgH tHiS aGaiN.
fOr tHe fiRsT tiMe LaSt niGht, i diD nOt cRy mYsELf tO sLeeP... aNd fOr tHe fiRsT tiMe tOdAy, i diD nOt cRy tHe mOmEnT i wOkE uP tHiS mOrNinG.
i wOn'T dEnY... tHe PaiN iS sTiLL tHeRe... aNd tHe wOunD iS sTiLL vErY vErY rAw... bUt iT's hEaLinG... sLoWLy... bUt sUreLy.
tHeRe wErE mOmEnTs oF wEaKnESS... bUt i JuSt kEpT oN gOinG... kEEpiNg mYsELf pRe-oCCuPiEd wiTh mY aSSiGnMeNts, FriEnDs aNd wiTh mY bLoG...
i tHinK iT's pRoBaBLy hAs sOmeThiNg tO dO wiTh tHe fAcT tHaT tOdAy's mY mUmmY's biRtHdAy... a MuMMy-DaUgHtEr BoNd, i sUppOse... i DiDn'T kNoW tHaT tOdAy wAs mY mUmMy's BiRtHdAy tiLL i gOt hOmE fRoM uNi... aNd i caLLeD hEr aFteR diNNeR tO wiSh hEr "hAppY biRtHdAy!!" aNd sTaRtEd taLkiNg tO hEr... aBouT rELaTiOnSHiPs aNd mEn...
aFteR taLkiNg tO hEr aNd hEaRiNg hEr vOiCe... i fELt sO sO sO mUcH bEttER.
tHat'S tHe bEaUtY oF tHe pOwEr oF bEiNg a MoThEr...
sO mUmmY dEaReSt... heRe's tO yOu... "HAPPY BIRTHDAY,DEAREST MUMMY!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!"...
oN a raNdOm nOtE, tOdaY, i fOunD a SonG i rEaLLy cOuLd cONNecT mYsELf wiTh... aNd thE LyRiCs rEaLLy sPeAk oUt tO mE... i hAvE aLwAys LiStEn tO tHiS sOnG aLmoSt eVeRydAy... bUt i nEvEr rEaLLy rEaLizE whAt tHe sOnG wAs aBouT... uNtiL tOdaY.
wHeN i wAs gEttiNg rEadY fOr uNi, pUttiNg oN mY eYeLiNeR... tHe wOrDs jUsT rEaCheD ouT tO mE... tHe cHoRuS jUst sPoKe oUt tO mE... aNd iT wAs eVerYthiNg i nEEdEd tO kNow... aNd aFtEr rEaDinG tHe LyRiCs oF tHiS sOng, iT sOmEhOw gAvE mE tHe sTreNgTh tO bE sTroNgeR.
tHe sOnG tHaT i aM sO cOnnEcTed wiTh iS "bEttEr iN tiMe" bY LeOnA LeWiS... iF yOu rEaD tHe LyRiCs(beLoW), yOu wiLL kNoW eXaCtLy hOw i fEEL... i hAvE thiS soNg oN rEpEaT oN mY pLaYLisT... ThErE wErE mOmEnTs i aLmOsT tEaRed up wHeN i LisTeneD tO tHiS sOng... nOt bEcaUsE i aM sAd... bUt bEcAuSe i aM sO tOuChEd bY iT...
iT's cOmfOrTinG in a wAy tO kNow tHaT i aM nOt tHe oNLy oNe iN tHe wOrLd gOinG tHrOuGh tHiS hELL aLoNe... fOr aLL i kNow... tHeRe's pRobAbLy a hUnDrEd of BrOkEn-HeaRtEd sOuLs ouT tHeRe iN tHe wOrLd wHo aLsO fEELiNg tHe pAiN oF a hEaRtbReaK riGht nOw wHiLe LisTeNinG tO LeOnA LeWiS's "BeTTeR iN tiMe"...
i MeAn, tHe pErsOn wHo wRoTe tHiS sOnG reALLy mUsT hAvE gOnE tHrouGh wHaT i aM gOinG tHrOuGh nOw aS weLL, tO bE aBLe tO dEsCriBe hOw i fEEL riGht nOw wiTh sUcH sPoT-On pReCiSiOn... aNd he/sHe mUsT haVe bEEn aBLe tO wALk oUt oF iT a sTrOnGeR aNd hAppiEr pErSoN.
BETTER IN TIME BY LEONA LEWIS
It's been the longest winter without you I didn't know where to turn to See somehow I can't forget you After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock Who's there no one Thinking that I deserve it Now I realise that I really didn't know If you didn't notice you mean everything Quickly I'm learning to love again All I know is I'ma be ok
[Chorus:] Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV Without something there to remind me Was it all that easy To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh Hurt my feelings but that's the path I believe in And I know that time will heal it If you didn't notice boy you meant everything Quickly I'm learning to love again All I know is I'ma be ok
[Chorus:] Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me It's time I let you go So I can be free And live my life how it should be No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you Yes I will
[Chorus: x2] Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time
i cOuLdn't fiNd aN oFFiCiaL ViDeO oF "bEttEr iN tiMe" tHaT hAs thE emBed tHaT wAsn'T BeiNg diSaBLed... sO iNsTeaD i hAvE gOt tHiS LiVe VeRsiOn wHicH iS pReTTy dArN gOoD!!!hOpE yOu aLL eNjoY!!!
tHis iS pReTTy rAnDoM... bUt i jUsT wAntEd tO sHaRe mY cUrrEnTLy fAvOuRitE sOnG with yOu aLL... aS tHe LyRiCs rEaLLy gEt mE... iT rEaLLy sAys iT aLL... iT rEaLLy eXpLaiNs wHaT i hAvE fELt oVeR tHeSe cOupLe oF wEEks... eSpeCiaLLy wHaT i aM fEELiNg riGhT nOw... hOpE yOu aLL eNjOy iT aS mUcH aS i dO... cHeeRs!!!
ALL THE TIMES I CRIED BY SHARLEEN SPITERI
You don't come around no more like you used to do Oh god I miss your company Your innocence you know just like Yeah like it used to be And how I need you here with me
BRIDGE You just kept on asking why Never wanting to really try
CHORUS Cause all the times I've cried All this pain I've tried to hide What am I supposed to dream When nothings ever what it seems
VERSE 2 The pain it drifts from day to day And it makes think That how I wish it would subside To smile again all the fears be gone Find my self respect There's nothing done with that effect
BRIDGE You just kept on asking why Never wanting to really try
CHORUS Cause all the times I've cried All this pain I've tried to hide What am I supposed to dream When nothings ever what it seems
MIDDLE 8 Oh... You never were the one Oh... You never were the one
CHORUS Cause all the times I've cried All this pain I've tried to hide What am I supposed to dream When nothings ever what it seems
Cause all the times I've cried All this pain I've tried to hide What am I supposed to dream When nothings ever what it seems
LeARniNg tO bE hAppY oN mY oWn aGaiN...
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i sUppOsEd aFtEr a mOnTh oF nOt bEinG tOgEthEr, oNe oR bOtH oF uS hAs cHaNgEd iNtO sOmEoNe wE diD nOt iNtEnDeD tO bE... aNd wHeN bOtH oF uS wANt diFFeRenT tHinGs iN LiFe... HaVe diFFeReNt dReaMs aNd gOaLs iN LiFe... yOu kNoW tHaT tHiS rELaTiOnsHiP iS nOt gOinG tO bE hEaDinG aNyWhErE fUrThEr tHaN iT aLreADy hAs.
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sOmEhOw iT iS eAsiEr sAiD tHAn dOnE. gOinG tHroUgh tHiS aGaiN fOr tHe sEcoNd TiMe... dOeSn'T mAkE iT aNy eAsiEr.
bUt tHaNk gOd... fOr mY fRiENds... LiNdA, sHeeNa, ReGiNe, TzE vEn, aNdReA aNd aLex... fOr BeiNg tHeRe fOr mE wHeN i nEEdEd tHeM mOsT. ThEy aRe mY sTreNgTh, mY sUppOrT aNd tHeY aRe tHe ReAsOn wHy i cAn sMiLe aNd LaUgH wiThoUt a siNgLe cArE iN tHe wOrLd.
i aM tRyiNg tO gEt uSeD tO tHe iDeA oF bEiNg siNgLe aGaiN. bUt iT's nOt eAsY, eSpEciaLLy wHeN evEryWhErE yOu gO... yOu sEE hAppY cOuPLes BeiNg hAppY dOinG cOupLe-Ly tHinGs... aNd tHeN yOu gEt rEmiNdEd oF tHe pERkS oF bEiNg iN a ReLaTiOnShiP...
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sO nOt oNLy dO i hAVe tO dEaL wiTh LoSinG oNe gUY... bUt iMaGiNe yOuRsELf dEaLinG wiTh tHe fACt tHaT yOu LosT bOth gUys... tHaNkS tO mY sTuPiDiTy aNd mY cOnFuSeD sTaTe oF miNd...
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