i aM mE aNd nO oNe eLse. aN aNiMaL-LoVinG, eMotiOnaL cHoCoHoLiC wHo cRiEs dUriNg MoViEs, eSpEciALLy wHeN tHe prOtAgOniSt LoSeS tHeiR LoVed OnEs. i aM cRaZy abOuT eVeRyThiNg tHaT maKeS mE hAppY, bE iT mY faMiLy, fRiEnDs oR a wArM cUp oF eArL gReY. mY LiFe hAs bEEn oNe MajOr dRaMa, sO LeT's hOPe tHe dRaMa cOntiNuEs oN...
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i LoVe: My fAmiLy; mY tRuE fRiEnDs; aLL cUtE fUrrY cReaTuRes; cOOkinG + bAkiNg aNd eaTinG gOOd fOOd; diScOvEriNg NeW pLaCeS tO eAt aNd tO cHiLL oUt; FuNNy cOmEdiEs; fOrEiGn fiLMs; ChOcOLaTeS; ChAi LaTTe; hAviNg a gOOd LauGh; sHoPPinG; gOOd sExY SuPPoRtiVe bRas; cOLd SunDaY MoRniNgS; wArM sHowErS; gLuGGinG dOwN a iCe-ChiLLeD bEEr oN a HoT niGHt.
mY HaTeS
i haTe: nEGaTiViTy; LiZaRds; LyiNg & cHeAtinG aSShOLeS; mALe cHaUviNiStiC piGs; pOinTLeSS diEtS; HuMouRLeSS bUggERs; tRaVeLLinG iN aErOpLaNeS; pAriS hiLtOn; bEinG bRoKe; sUffEriNg fRoM a miNoR iNsOmNia; bAd BrAs; cAnTonEsE MoVieS dUbbEd iN maNdAriN; bEiNg aLoNe.
FiRsT oF aLL, mAnY tHaNks tO mY cHubbY LiN fOr iNsPiRinG mE tO cReAte mY veRy oWn bLoG wiThiN oNe niGht.
aNd tHanKs tO MiKe, FoR bEiNg mY tEcHnO hErO. iF iT wAsN't fOr HiM, mY fiRsT bLoG wOuLd nEveR hAve eXiSteD.
a BiG tHaNks tO "mAdeLiNe_tN" fOr hEr bAseCoDeS.
aNd oF cOuRsE, fiNaLLy... hEhE... ThaNKs tO MySeLf!!! mY dEtErmiNatioN aNd paTieNcE haVe fiNaLLy Paid oFF
fOr cReaTiNg tHiS piNk+mOO-FeStEd bLogsKin wHiCh i oH LoVe sO mUcH, fRoM sCraTcH!!!
MaY GoD bLeSS yOU aNd yOUr eNtiRe FaMiLy...
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LaSt sUnDaY, i wAs JuSt gOiNg aBOuT mY oWn dAy aS uSuaL... i wEnT oUt wiTh dEsMoNd tO aCCoMpaNy hiM tO gEt a BiRtHdAy GiFt fOr hiS fRiEnD... tHen wHeN i gOt hOmE tO rEsT aNd rELaX bEfOrE gOinG oUt aGaiN wiTh mY FaMiLy fOr diNNeR...
a pHONe caLL fRoM DeS cAmE... aNd hE bRokE tHe mOsT sHocKinG nEwS tO mE eVeR...
tHe fAThEr oF mY bEsT friEnD hAs LefT hEr aNd hEr fAmiLy... hE hAD gOnE tO a bEtteR pLaCe tO bE wiTh God...
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eSpEciaLLy wHen sHe sAid tHinGs LiKe... "wE hAd pLaNs... LiKe mY wEddiNg... aNd gRaNdcHiLdreN... bUt oH weLL..."
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i rEaLLy dO rEsPeCt hEr fOr bEinG eVeRyThiNg tHaT sHe iS... sTrOnG aNd rEsiLiEnT... dEtErmiNed aNd wiLfuL... pOsiTivE aNd oPtiMisTiC...
mY dEaR, i wAnT yOu tO kNoW tHaT yOu'rE nOt aLonE... aNd yOu sHaLL aLwAys hAvE uS bY yOuR siDe, nO maTTeR wHaT... aNd wE aRe aLL sO pRouD oF hOw sTrOng yOu aRe... wE LovE yOu...
NoW yOu hAVe GoD aNd yOUr faThEr tO wAtcH oVeR yOu aNd yOUr faMiLy...
