i aM mE aNd nO oNe eLse. aN aNiMaL-LoVinG, eMotiOnaL cHoCoHoLiC wHo cRiEs dUriNg MoViEs, eSpEciALLy wHeN tHe prOtAgOniSt LoSeS tHeiR LoVed OnEs. i aM cRaZy abOuT eVeRyThiNg tHaT maKeS mE hAppY, bE iT mY faMiLy, fRiEnDs oR a wArM cUp oF eArL gReY. mY LiFe hAs bEEn oNe MajOr dRaMa, sO LeT's hOPe tHe dRaMa cOntiNuEs oN...
mY LoVeS
i LoVe: My fAmiLy; mY tRuE fRiEnDs; aLL cUtE fUrrY cReaTuRes; cOOkinG + bAkiNg aNd eaTinG gOOd fOOd; diScOvEriNg NeW pLaCeS tO eAt aNd tO cHiLL oUt; FuNNy cOmEdiEs; fOrEiGn fiLMs; ChOcOLaTeS; ChAi LaTTe; hAviNg a gOOd LauGh; sHoPPinG; gOOd sExY SuPPoRtiVe bRas; cOLd SunDaY MoRniNgS; wArM sHowErS; gLuGGinG dOwN a iCe-ChiLLeD bEEr oN a HoT niGHt.
mY HaTeS
i haTe: nEGaTiViTy; LiZaRds; LyiNg & cHeAtinG aSShOLeS; mALe cHaUviNiStiC piGs; pOinTLeSS diEtS; HuMouRLeSS bUggERs; tRaVeLLinG iN aErOpLaNeS; pAriS hiLtOn; bEinG bRoKe; sUffEriNg fRoM a miNoR iNsOmNia; bAd BrAs; cAnTonEsE MoVieS dUbbEd iN maNdAriN; bEiNg aLoNe.
FiRsT oF aLL, mAnY tHaNks tO mY cHubbY LiN fOr iNsPiRinG mE tO cReAte mY veRy oWn bLoG wiThiN oNe niGht.
aNd tHanKs tO MiKe, FoR bEiNg mY tEcHnO hErO. iF iT wAsN't fOr HiM, mY fiRsT bLoG wOuLd nEveR hAve eXiSteD.
a BiG tHaNks tO "mAdeLiNe_tN" fOr hEr bAseCoDeS.
aNd oF cOuRsE, fiNaLLy... hEhE... ThaNKs tO MySeLf!!! mY dEtErmiNatioN aNd paTieNcE haVe fiNaLLy Paid oFF
fOr cReaTiNg tHiS piNk+mOO-FeStEd bLogsKin wHiCh i oH LoVe sO mUcH, fRoM sCraTcH!!!
(a fRiEnD oF miNe eDiTeD tHiS pHoTo fOr mE... i LiKed iT sO mUcH tHaT iT's mY cUrrEnT fAcEbOOk DisPLaY piC ... tHougHt tHaT i jUsT sHaRe wiTh yOu aLL... >..<)
i WoKe uP tOdAy... fEELinG sO mUcH bETTeR tHaN uSuaL... fEELinG sTRonGeR aNd mOrE cOnFiDeNt tHaN eVeR bEfOrE... kNOwiNg i cAn dO tHiS... kNoWiNg tHaT i aM sTroNg eNouGh tO gO tHroUgH tHiS aGaiN.
fOr tHe fiRsT tiMe LaSt niGht, i diD nOt cRy mYsELf tO sLeeP... aNd fOr tHe fiRsT tiMe tOdAy, i diD nOt cRy tHe mOmEnT i wOkE uP tHiS mOrNinG.
i wOn'T dEnY... tHe PaiN iS sTiLL tHeRe... aNd tHe wOunD iS sTiLL vErY vErY rAw... bUt iT's hEaLinG... sLoWLy... bUt sUreLy.
tHeRe wErE mOmEnTs oF wEaKnESS... bUt i JuSt kEpT oN gOinG... kEEpiNg mYsELf pRe-oCCuPiEd wiTh mY aSSiGnMeNts, FriEnDs aNd wiTh mY bLoG...
i tHinK iT's pRoBaBLy hAs sOmeThiNg tO dO wiTh tHe fAcT tHaT tOdAy's mY mUmmY's biRtHdAy... a MuMMy-DaUgHtEr BoNd, i sUppOse... i DiDn'T kNoW tHaT tOdAy wAs mY mUmMy's BiRtHdAy tiLL i gOt hOmE fRoM uNi... aNd i caLLeD hEr aFteR diNNeR tO wiSh hEr "hAppY biRtHdAy!!" aNd sTaRtEd taLkiNg tO hEr... aBouT rELaTiOnSHiPs aNd mEn...
aFteR taLkiNg tO hEr aNd hEaRiNg hEr vOiCe... i fELt sO sO sO mUcH bEttER.
tHat'S tHe bEaUtY oF tHe pOwEr oF bEiNg a MoThEr...
sO mUmmY dEaReSt... heRe's tO yOu... "HAPPY BIRTHDAY,DEAREST MUMMY!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!"...
oN a raNdOm nOtE, tOdaY, i fOunD a SonG i rEaLLy cOuLd cONNecT mYsELf wiTh... aNd thE LyRiCs rEaLLy sPeAk oUt tO mE... i hAvE aLwAys LiStEn tO tHiS sOnG aLmoSt eVeRydAy... bUt i nEvEr rEaLLy rEaLizE whAt tHe sOnG wAs aBouT... uNtiL tOdaY.
wHeN i wAs gEttiNg rEadY fOr uNi, pUttiNg oN mY eYeLiNeR... tHe wOrDs jUsT rEaCheD ouT tO mE... tHe cHoRuS jUst sPoKe oUt tO mE... aNd iT wAs eVerYthiNg i nEEdEd tO kNow... aNd aFtEr rEaDinG tHe LyRiCs oF tHiS sOng, iT sOmEhOw gAvE mE tHe sTreNgTh tO bE sTroNgeR.
tHe sOnG tHaT i aM sO cOnnEcTed wiTh iS "bEttEr iN tiMe" bY LeOnA LeWiS... iF yOu rEaD tHe LyRiCs(beLoW), yOu wiLL kNoW eXaCtLy hOw i fEEL... i hAvE thiS soNg oN rEpEaT oN mY pLaYLisT... ThErE wErE mOmEnTs i aLmOsT tEaRed up wHeN i LisTeneD tO tHiS sOng... nOt bEcaUsE i aM sAd... bUt bEcAuSe i aM sO tOuChEd bY iT...
iT's cOmfOrTinG in a wAy tO kNow tHaT i aM nOt tHe oNLy oNe iN tHe wOrLd gOinG tHrOuGh tHiS hELL aLoNe... fOr aLL i kNow... tHeRe's pRobAbLy a hUnDrEd of BrOkEn-HeaRtEd sOuLs ouT tHeRe iN tHe wOrLd wHo aLsO fEELiNg tHe pAiN oF a hEaRtbReaK riGht nOw wHiLe LisTeNinG tO LeOnA LeWiS's "BeTTeR iN tiMe"...
i MeAn, tHe pErsOn wHo wRoTe tHiS sOnG reALLy mUsT hAvE gOnE tHrouGh wHaT i aM gOinG tHrOuGh nOw aS weLL, tO bE aBLe tO dEsCriBe hOw i fEEL riGht nOw wiTh sUcH sPoT-On pReCiSiOn... aNd he/sHe mUsT haVe bEEn aBLe tO wALk oUt oF iT a sTrOnGeR aNd hAppiEr pErSoN.
BETTER IN TIME BY LEONA LEWIS
It's been the longest winter without you I didn't know where to turn to See somehow I can't forget you After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock Who's there no one Thinking that I deserve it Now I realise that I really didn't know If you didn't notice you mean everything Quickly I'm learning to love again All I know is I'ma be ok
[Chorus:] Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV Without something there to remind me Was it all that easy To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh Hurt my feelings but that's the path I believe in And I know that time will heal it If you didn't notice boy you meant everything Quickly I'm learning to love again All I know is I'ma be ok
[Chorus:] Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me It's time I let you go So I can be free And live my life how it should be No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you Yes I will
[Chorus: x2] Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time
i cOuLdn't fiNd aN oFFiCiaL ViDeO oF "bEttEr iN tiMe" tHaT hAs thE emBed tHaT wAsn'T BeiNg diSaBLed... sO iNsTeaD i hAvE gOt tHiS LiVe VeRsiOn wHicH iS pReTTy dArN gOoD!!!hOpE yOu aLL eNjoY!!!
