eVeR nOtiCe hOw tHe LiTTLeSt tHinGs aLwAyS aFFeCt yOu iN a BiG wAy?... weLL, i KnOw iT dOeS fOr Me...tHeSe pAsT fEw wEEks, i'Ve bEEn taLkiNg qUiTe oFtEn tO tHaT eX oF miNe(wHoM i sHaLL caLL "bOb*" fOr tHe pUrPoSeS oF diScRetiOn...)oNLinE tHrOuGh MsN. aNd wE bOtH MeNtiOnEd tO eAch oThEr hOw gLaD wE wErE tHaT wE bOtH sTiLL rEmAinEd aS fRiEnDs dEsPiTe whAt hAs hAppEnEd betWeeN uS...
iT's fUnnY hOw wE aLwAys wOuLd aRgUe iN pErSoN oR tHroUgH mSn... tHe aRgUmEnt wOuLd aLwAys eNd wiTh LinEs LikE... "yOu gO youR owN wAy, aNd i'LL gO mY oWn wAy"... oR... "hOpE yOu hAvE a NiCe LiFe, ByE!!"... aNd wE woULd aLwAys rEcOnCiLe LaTeR... nO mAttEr whAt... wHoEvEr wHo wAs aT fAuLt wOuLd uSuALLy aPoLoGiZe... aNd tHaT's uSuaLLy HiM. tHe gReaT paRt oF iT aLL iS kNowiNg tHaT He rEaLLy dOeS cHeRiSh oUr fRiEnDsHiP bEcAuSe hE aCtUaLLy sHoWs tHaT hE cAreS...
tHe oThEr niGhT, aS wE wErE cHaTTinG oNLinE... hE cAsUaLLy sAid sOmE tHinGs... NoT rEaLiZiNg tHaT tHoSe wOrDs oF HiS hUrTed mY fEELinGs... i ThEn tOLd hiM tHaT i fELt LiKe i WaSn'T gOOd fOr aNytHinG aNd i fELt LiKe i wAsn'T wOrTh anYtHinG aT aLL... aNd i hAtEd thAt fEELinG... bUt hE wAs tOO eNgRoSSeD iN pLaYinG wOw tHaT hE diDn'T rEpLy... sO i JuST wEnT OffLiNe aNd heaDeD oFF tO bEd... fEELinG vErY bLuE... tHe nExT tHiNg i KneW, jUsT aS i nOddEd oFF tO sLeeP, hE caLLeD mE... bUt aS sOOn aS hE kNeW i WaS aLrEaDy aSLeeP, hE aPoLoGiZed aNd hAnGeD uP... bUt hE LefT mE wOnDeRiNg "wHaT wAs uP wiTh hiM??"... tHeN miNuTeS LaTer, i reCeiVeD a tExT meSSaGe fRoM hiM sAyinG, "iF giVeN a cHaNce tO tUrN bAcK TiMe, i'LL tReAsUrE yOu. i'Ve rEaLiZeD tHaT yOu MaDe mE hAppY. buT weLL...".
a sMiLe iNsTanTLy pOppeD uP oN mY fAce... tHe fAct tHaT hE aCtuALLy cALLed aNd tExTeD mE thAt mEsSaGe aFtEr hE rEaD wHaT i sAid oNLiNe, rEaLLy tOuChEd mE iN a rEaLLy biG wAy... beCaUse i KnOW hiM... i KnoW hE uSuALLy dOeSn'T reALLy bOthEr caLLinG oR eVeN bOthEr tExT mEssAgiNg, eVen wHeN hE kNowS hE hAs uPsEttEd sOmEoNe... aNd eVeN iF hE diD, iT wOuLd bE HouRs LaTeR oR a daY LaTer...
aNd WeeKs BeFoRe tHaT, aS wE wErE cHaTTiNg oNLiNe As uSuaL aNd tALkiNg aBouT siLLy tHinGs, He sUddEnLy sAid, "HoNeStLy, i'Ve cOme tO rEaLiZe tHaT iF i HaD tAkEn yOu sEriOusLy, i wOuLd Be hAppY, yOu kNoW"...
iT wAs aLL i NeeDeD tO hEaR fRoM hiM...
sO fOr hiM tO teLL mE tHaT... fOr tHe SeCoNd tiMe... iT rEaLLy bRouGhT a sEnSe oF jOy aNd sAtiSfAcTiOn tO mY hEaRt. dOn'T wOrrY, i'M nOt hOpiNg tHaT wE wOuLd gEt BaCk togEthEr... nO, SiRRee!!!
iT's jUsT thAT wHeN wE bRoKe Up... i wAs baWLiNg mY eYeS oUt iN mY rOOm wiTh mY hOuSemAtEs, The StiNeS wHo bOtH kEpT cOnSoLinG mE aNd cOmFoRtiNg mE... tHeY saiD, "ViCkY, i cAn tELL yOu tHiS... oNe dAy, hE'S jUsT gOnnA rEaLiZe whAt hE hAs LoSt". aNd siNcE tHen, i aLwAys tOLd mYsELf... "oNe daY, hE'LL rEaLiZe wHaT a MiStAke iT WaS tO LeT mE gO... HiS LoSS, nOt miNE...". aNd rEaLLy, tHaT dAy fiNaLLy hAs cOMe... oH, HaPPy dAy!!!
wHeThEr oR nOt hE rEaLLy mEaNs iT... hMMM, i tHinK... hE rEaLLy dOeS... rEaSoN bEiNg... hE wOuLdn'T haVe gOnE tHrOugH sO mUcH eFFoRts iF hE diDn'T mEaN iT... oH wELL, wHo kNoWs... *sHrUgS*... fiNgErs CrOssEd, hEy??
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